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Life Beyond the Credits

 

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Date Published: 09-09-2025

Publisher: Punctuate Press

 

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 After uncovering an enormous stash
of production Polaroids and behind-scenes photos she took, Bonnie decided it
was time to tell some lovely stories about her time in Hollywood.

Continuity By Bonnie Clevering: Life Behind the Credits will be released on
Punctuate Press (distributed by APG) on September 9. It will uniquely come in
two formats: a paperback memoir, and a beautiful hardcover coffee table book
with hundreds of photos. While stories about Nancy Sinatra’s old wives
tale helping Bonnie get pregnant, making dinner for the Ocean’s Eleven
cast, and how hair creates character are certainly delightful, Bonnie also
shares deeply about being a woman in Hollywood, the consequences of saying
“no” (and “yes”), single motherhood, and legacy.

 

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Like most of us, I remember the first movie I ever saw. At the Paramount Theater in Aurora, Illinois, I sat watching House of Wax. The ornate ceiling and the oversized,

cushioned seats that had comforted me as the red velvet drapes parted and the lights dimmed now hovered over me in horror as my screams surpassed those of Phyllis

Kirk as she tried to escape Vincent Price lingering at every corner. With each of my worst fears projected bigger than life in front of my very eyes, the fingers on my left hand

became more impervious to the ice-cold soda as my right crushed a box of my favorite candy, Good ‘N Plenty. My feet swung back and forth restlessly, a groundless sprint, until

the symphonic soundtrack subsided with another slender escape from the hall of mirrors, my heart rate returning to a normal pace and lips widely smiling with the recess of adrenaline, my mouth a cornucopia of concession stand flavors. Sitting in the darkened, crowded theater, I looked around at the dimly lit faces of those around me, staring in their own ways at the shimmering screen. Some were quizzical, others confused; the lady next to me had nearly chewed her monogrammed handkerchief to shreds while a man in the row behind me slept, grumbling softly as he watched an entirely different series of events unfold in his slumber. I realized in that matinee that everyone seated there was experiencing something different; even though the same actors spoke the same lines, each person was affected differently. Movies have had that effect throughout history, rallying citizens behind wars, defining political movements, empowering the impoverished, and aiding the baby boomers in leaving their mark on the planet’s population through romantic comedies shown at drive-ins, watched in bits and pieces from the backseat of a ‘57 Chevy.

 

This power of movies to elicit emotions and raise awareness was a concept I grasped early on in life, and only now do I realize what an impact I have been able to have

with the work I have done, along with the countless other crew members of movies we have made together. Choosing to make a particular film is an absolute responsibility and

liability. And with this ability to rattle emotions and alter perceptions, simplicity is often the best recipe for success in Hollywood and life. In life, as in a screenplay, the more

complicated things are, the greater the chance of failure.

 

The first set I ever walked onto was the TV series Green Acres back in 1965. The General Services Studios on Las Palmas Drive wasn’t the biggest of production lots or the fanciest, but it was my first. As usual, the first of something in life seemed like nothing could be better, and I always remembered it as my first studio experience. I went

to the hair and makeup room and unpacked my styling kit, which consisted of various sized hair irons, a small hair iron heater stove, bobby pins, a brush, and a comb. The

meticulous rearranging of my styling tools was a front for the nervousness that had me digging my heels into the wood floor. Then Eva Gabor walked into the room and sat

down in a chair. For the next hour, I must have silently said the Rosary a hundred times, and somehow, through a blur of combing and ironing, I molded her blonde locks into a

mountain of a beehive ready for the camera. Eva confidently rose, took one last look in the mirror, and walked to set as I gathered a brush, hairspray bottle, and a few more bobby pins on my way out the door.

 

Stepping onto the set was similar to walking through the rainforest without a machete. There was a madness to the order of setting up for the first shot of the day, and

it was not all that far away from a pack of primates just released from captivity. People ran around jumping over Styrofoam boulders and climbing ladders that disappeared

into the darkness beyond, where others were frantically running across catwalks swaying from chains attached to the ceiling. Cables uncoiled and slithered, dull black endless serpents, around a makeshift train depot and off through a small gathering of Papier-mâché oak trees on the far side of the stage. Enormous lights perched atop shiny silver stands, a forest of metal, electricity, and illumination that required an adventure guide to navigate safely to my destination, a tall set chair with my actress’ name in bold white letters on the backrest. And there I stood alone, with heavy and immovable feet, terrified to take my first step into the wilds of Hollywood.

 

Trying not to faint on my first day, motionless, I held my eyes shut for a few seconds and took in the sounds around me. Set builders were hammering like the men who had repaired my parent’s grocery store after a fire when I was a child. People’s voices were a memory of shouting at the butcher counter, trying to buy a roast the night before Christmas. Footsteps shuffling and stopping hurriedly reminded me of a Sears and Roebuck, knowing where to find the latest fashion but stopping to look in the mirror and check a lip line before reaching the dressing room. This environment was both prehistoric and futuristic to the eyes, but to the senses, it was familiar, filled with

recollections of people and places I had seen and survived before. My breathing became even, and I slowly opened my eyes, taking in my surroundings, which weren’t so scary

anymore. My hands no longer shook, and my feet were solid and sturdy. I walked through the maze of light stands and electrical wires, put down my bag, and began to make the final touches to Eva’s hairstyle.

 

A few minutes later, I cleared my voice with a few precise

pushes of hairpins in the right location and confidently said,

“Ms. Gabor, you’re ready for set.”

 

About the Author

Bonnie Clevering, in a nearly 5-decade career as a Motion Picture Hair
Stylist, has trussed the tresses of hundreds of actors including Hilary Swank,
Bette Davis, Brad Pitt, Julia Roberts, Al Pacino, Keanu Reeves, and Kristen
Stewart. Her impressive resume includes iconic films and TV series like Hello,
Dolly!, RoboCop, Any Given Sunday, Ocean’s Eleven, Erin Brockovich, Office
Space, The Twilight Saga, and Mr. & Mrs. Smith, totaling over 120
productions. She earned membership in the Academy of Motion Picture Arts &
Sciences in 2001.

 

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Cult, Memoir, Diaries

Date Published: June 26, 2025

 

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A Historical Account of Fear, Control, and Escape


“When you’re raised to fear the world, you never question the
cage.”

Before she ever knew what freedom felt like, she documented captivity.

Told through the actual journals and letters written while trapped inside one
of America’s most quietly dangerous religious cults, Diary of a Cult
Girl
is a chilling first-person account of life under the rule of Bill
Gothard’s teachings—what many now recognize from the “Shiny
Happy People” movement.

Raised in rural Alabama, in poverty, with church at home, school at home, and
six younger siblings to raise, Crystal Ball’s childhood was shaped not
by freedom, but by an addiction to control. Not drugs. Not alcohol. But
military-grade submission, inside a cult franchise that gave abusers unchecked
authority in God’s name—a system that weaponized fear, shame, and
guilt
like narcotics to keep women and children quiet and compliant.

In the spirit of The Diary of Anne Frank, this is not just a
memoir—it’s evidence. A record of indoctrination. Of blind
obedience mistaken for faith. Of a young girl awakening to the unbearable cost
of survival.

Alongside her firsthand accounts, Crystal introduces the 3P
Framework—Personal Psychological Perceptions
—to examine how
control systems form in the mind and how they keep victims psychologically
trapped, even long after physical escape.

This is the tragic story of a beautiful mind locked in the chains of
repression, desperately longing for a better life she was told didn’t
exist—until she found the courage to leave it all in the red clay
Alabama dust that almost choked her.

 

About the Author
Crystal Ball
Crystal Ball went from the bottom 5% of poverty, raised in an extreme
religious cult, to the top 5% of earners as a self-made entrepreneur. Her
journey spans the gritty aisles of the convenience store industry to
high-level real estate deals, with stops in journalism, public speaking, and
personal reinvention along the way.

Crystal writes with brutal honesty and piercing insight, drawing from years of
painful isolation, spiritual control, and emotional suppression. Her work
offers a raw, eye-opening perspective on the lasting damage of authoritarian
belief systems—especially in a world where right-wing extremism is on
the rise.

Now living her dream life in Panama City Beach, Florida, Crystal is the proud
mom of two incredible sons. Her mission is to spark courageous conversations,
dismantle shame, and champion the power of self-liberation—one story at
a time.

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Memoir

Date Published: 06-30-2025

Publisher: She Writes Press

 

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Having spent ten summers on the Blackfeet Indian Reservation near
Glacier National Park, part of her doctoral fieldwork for a PhD in Native
American Art History, forty-two-year-old Lynne Spriggs thinks of Montana as
her healing place. When she moves to “Big Sky Country” from the
East Coast in a quest to reset her life, she has high hopes for what awaits
her.

Great Falls, a farming and military town in central Montana, is not what Lynne
imagined when she decided to leave city life behind. But her dream of being
more connected to nature in the American West comes alive when she meets
Harrison, a handsome rancher thirteen years her senior. Wary but curious, with
her dog Willow by her side, she leans into the seasonal rhythms of
Harrison’s hidden valley and opens her heart to a wild language that
moves beyond words. In a modern world where listening is rare, Elk Love
explores an intimate place where loneliness gives way to wonder, where the
natural world speaks of what matters most.

 

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About the Author
Lynne Spriggs O'Connor
Before moving to the rural West at age forty-two, Lynne Spriggs O’Connor
curated exhibitions of folk and self-taught art at the High Museum in Atlanta.
She spent ten summers on northern Montana’s Blackfeet Indian reservation
while pursuing fieldwork for her PhD in Native American Art History at
Columbia University. She also worked in the film industry as Production
Coordinator for Spalding Gray and Jonathan Demme on the iconic Swimming to
Cambodia. After landing in Montana, she curated Bison: American Icon, a major
permanent exhibit for the Charlie Russell Museum on bison in the Northern
Plains. Elk Love is her first memoir. For the past fifteen years, she and her
husband have lived on a cattle ranch in an isolated Montana mountain valley
east of the Rockies, where her life centers on writing, animals, and family.

 

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Dadisms, The Wisdom and Wit of Dad

 

Nonfiction, Feel Good, Memoir

 

Date Published: July 29, 2025

Publisher: Elite Online Publishing

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If you liked “Chicken Soup for the Soul” or “Tuesdays
with Morrie,” you will love this book.

 

You Make My Heart Giggle: Dadisms, The Wisdom and Wit of Dad is the perfect
book for anyone who cherishes the timeless wisdom of fathers and the lessons
they impart, often disguised as quirky sayings. Whether you’re seeking
inspiration, laughter, or a heartfelt reminder of life’s most cherished
values, this book is for you.

Inside, you’ll discover:

Time-tested Dadisms, each packed with wisdom to inspire courage,
persistence, and optimism—so you can tackle life’s challenges with
confidence.

Historical insights and personal stories, showing how these simple sayings
align with some of history’s greatest moments, giving you a new
appreciation for their deeper meanings.

A heartfelt tribute to fatherhood, reminding you of the love, humor, and
guidance that shape our lives, so you can cherish and pass these lessons down
to generations.

 

This book is authentic, inspiring, and proven to make you laugh, reflect, and
appreciate the impact of a father’s words in ways you never imagined.

Don’t wait, grab your copy today and relive the wisdom, laughter, and love
that only a dad can provide!

 

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A little about my dad

Little Johnny as my father was known spent his early childhood in cache
valley a beautiful mountain setting in northern Utah. The valley was lush and
green in summer with horses and cows grazing peacefully in fields framed by
homemade log and wire fences. The severe winters were in stark contrast to the
mild summers. bitterly cold but beautiful. Each morning the sun would stream
through the trees causing the hoar frost (which had settled on the branches
during the night) to sparkle like a thousand little gems. Against a cobalt
blue sky, the contrast was stunning. cache valley was a wonderful place for an
active young boy to grow up in. pine covered mountains to climb, clear running
rivers to fish and plenty of places to explore. cache valley got its name from
the mountain men and trappers who traveled the Rockies in search of valuable
furs, fox, beaver and bear, beaver pelts were in high demand in the east
because top hats were all the rage and a beaver top hat signaled wealth and
class. Jim Bridger, and Jedediah Smith were a few of those who roamed the high
mountains in the 1820’s. Jedediah was born and raised in Boston, Jim
hailed from Chicago These young men had left the comforts of eastern cities
for the lonely and rugged life in the west. it was a solitary existence always
working the trap lines by themselves. Each spring around the first week in
May, these intrepid young men would assemble together (to retrieve their
hidden furs “caches” that they had created during the winter
months,) in what was for them the high social event of the year It was called
the rendezvous.

Dads father Rube was slight of build. He had come from humble circumstances.
raised on a small farm that managed to put food on the table but little else.
Rube would spend his entire life raising livestock and living off the land the
same as his father and his grandfather before him had done. Dads mother
Charlotte was the daughter of John Anderson. A tall man, and rather quiet and
soft spoken. He was impeccable in appearance. altogether a rather handsome
man. He had amassed a small fortune in real estate, as president of the Logan
First National Bank and the proprietor of the ZCMI Mercantile Store on main
street. in 1864 as a young boy He had walked from St Louis to the Rocky
Mountains to homestead with his family in the northern Utah Territory. it was
said of charlotte that she could have any man in the valley but settled on a
quiet country boy. As a cattleman Rube was hardly ever home. He was demanding
of his children but in a kind sort of way.

My father (little Johnny) was a very active and outgoing young boy with little
fear of anything, always towering over his fellow schoolmates. Despite his
size, he was a kind and gentle child. As an adult, he was larger than life not
only physically, but he was also large intellectually, emotionally, and
spiritually. At 6’ 6” 320 pounds, size 16 shoes, coat size 56,
everyone quit calling him little Johnny and he simply became known as Big
John.

He had an unwavering love for his country. He was part of what Tom Brokaw
called “the Greatest Generation“ serving in world war II in the
south pacific. He was involved in the battles at Saipan, Tinian, Iwo Jima,
Leyte, Philippines, and Okinawa. along with being part of one of the first
contingencies to enter Hiroshima after the Atomic Bomb was dropped.

He loved golf, he loved to travel, he never held public office but was deeply
involved in local caucuses, state conventions, and campaigning for candidates
he believed in. As far as singing, he could not carry a tune, but he loved
music and the arts and saw to it that we often attended the Utah Symphony,
plays at the Promised Valley Play House, and excursions to the local galleries
so we could appreciate fine art. We could decide for ourselves as to whether
or not we wanted to play sports, but we had no such freedom when it came to
learning how to play a musical instrument. To dad it was non-negotiable, He
said simply. “You will”

I knew he loved me not only by what he said but by what he actually did. One
night in late August of1968, my father came home from work and asked me if I
could visit with him for a few minutes. My first though was “Oh no what
have I done now. I soon realized that his tone was very different from past
visits. He said, “Son I have been offered the job to be the principle of
your high school, and I need to know if that would bother you in any
way”? I then asked him “what he would do if the answer was
yes”, His response surprised me, he said “Son, you are far more
important than any job could ever be, and if it would cause you even the
slightest worry or concern, I will turn the job down” I knew that he
really wanted that job but I also knew he really meant what he said. My answer
to him was that it would be fine and for the next 3 years we had what many
would call a rather unique experience together.

I hope the stories I tell here will be of some interest, but more importantly
I hope it will awaken in each reader the realization of the lessons that each
has learned from those who have been their source of inspiration and learning.
Those who have truly made a difference in their lives.

 

 

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Brent was a product of the fascinating and turbulent decades of the 60’s
and 70’s. He came from a very average middle-class family. Growing up,
he would be labeled by society’s standards as almost invisible. He was
surrounded by incredible role models that greatly influenced his life,
including teachers, friends, and most importantly, family. Brent was an Eagle
Scout and served a two-year mission for his church in Northern England.

He met his future bride in a geology class at the University of Utah and
graduated with a BS degree in History. Putting himself through school, he
worked for First Security State Bank. Brent taught students with reading
disabilities at Union Jr High School and History at Alta High School before
leaving education to work for Pfizer Pharmaceutical. Eventually, he started
his own highly successful construction company, which now includes three of
his sons as part of the family business. He also owns 3 companies involved in
real estate development and acquisition.

Brent’s greatest joy comes from his family. He is a proud father to 2
daughters and 5 sons, and a contented grandpa to 30 grandchildren, with one
great-grandchild on the way. He loves sports, photography, travel, especially
in France, England, Holland, and the inside passage of Alaska and being in the
outdoors; he cherishes time at their cabin in the Manti Lasal mountains or
their condo in the red rock country of southern Utah. He enjoys hiking and
rappelling slot canyons in the southwest and river running, especially the
mighty Colorado River. Brent also started the Metra Learning Center and
On-line productions. He played the clarinet in the University of Utah marching
and pep bands and remarkably built his first home with no prior construction
experience, which still stands 45 years later.

Throughout his life, Brent has been driven by the undeniable influence one
person can have on generations untold and the profound lessons taught by a
father to his sons and daughters. His life reflects the deep and enduring
relationship between a father and his children.

 

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Memoir

Date Published: April 21, 2025

Publisher: MindStir Media

 

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Winner of the 2025 Literary-Titan Book Award (Memoir)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Addiction and Recovery)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Mental Health)!

Finalist, 2024 Literary Global Book Awards and American Writing Book
Awards!

 

I believe Improbable and Extraordinary will be an extremely influential
book – it’s rare to see such a personal and raw account of mental illness,
and then the continuous (and in this case, unique) process of overcoming it.
Overall, an outstanding and moving manuscript…The flow is excellent and
engaging and the voice is very strong. A true accomplishment!

Megan Patiry, author of The Alice Effect.

 

Escaping the torment of depression, anxiety, mania and addiction:
Saúl’s memoir is a powerful testament to the strength of the human
spirit, showing how even when it seems unattainable, transformation is
possible. Once tormented by the crushing grip of bipolar disorder,
depression, severe anxiety, anger, and addiction, Saúl shares the
raw, unflinching truth of his battle with mental illness and trauma.

Through a profound exploration of love, not as a romantic ideal but as a
fundamental force, and by adopting practical, yet challenging principles,
the author discovers a path to inner peace and freedom. Saúl’s candid
reflections on overcoming a deep, persistent darkness reveal the possibility
of peace, freedom, and personal growth.

This memoir doesn’t just chronicle survival; it celebrates the power of
transformation. Saúl’s path through addiction and mental illness
reveals that true peace and freedom are within reach, even for those who
have lost everything.

By sharing his experience, Saúl aims to inspire understanding and
hope, and communicate that healing is not just possible but transformative.
This book is a beacon of hope for anyone wanting to find hope for themselves
or someone they love.

 

From co-author, Dr. Erika Horwitz, Licensed Psychologist:

As Saul’s sister, I witnessed his torments and struggles and his amazing
transformation! As a psychologist, I understood the enormity of what he
achieved-moving from a place of deep mental illness to stability, inner
peace and wisdom. His story is inspiring and a testament to the amazing
ability of human beings to transform. It’s a story that offers hope to
anyone facing mental health challenges and their loved ones. I knew it was
essential for Saul to share his story, and I believe it will resonate with
anyone who believes in the power of transformation.”

 

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One minute ago, I finished yet one more review and edit of this book. As I sit facing a window by the ocean, bald eagles dance in front of my window as if in celebration with me. This book is a very honest, humble, and real account of my brother’s life as he moved from the depths of darkness to the light. Having been part of his life since I was born, I can attest to the truthfulness of the story. The pages contained in this book may feel shocking at times–and they are. Very few of us are willing to share our deepest inner thoughts or worst actions, particularly when they may appear horrible to others. This book is my brother’s gift to the world. I feel full of love and admiration for him. In fact, he is my hero.

Years ago, Saúl (pronounced Saool) and I were talking over coffee at an outdoor café, and I felt compelled to convince him to write his story. I was so in awe of his transformation that I felt his story had to be told. I am a psychologist in private practice; a doctor in psychology who works with folks who struggle with a range of mental health problems or issues in their lives. I have taught at the graduate level for over twenty years and was the director of a large counselling service at a sizeable university in Canada, where I supervised staff and graduate students for over twelve years. And I had never ever witnessed a miracle like this one. I use the word “miracle” because it seems that way. However, I must clarify that the miracle only happened with my brother’s hard work and commitment to his healing and willingness to look inside.

I think that the reason why this book is so important and powerful is because it tells a story of pain, wrongdoing, hurt, and personal flaws with deep honesty and openness. Many memoirs or personal stories of struggle are often about what has been done to the writer. What they have endured in their lives. Now, this book does speak about what he suffered as a child and adolescent, but it also speaks about what he struggled with that led him to wrongdoings. It is about his honest acknowledgement that he has many flaws of character, and how he is now able to not give in to the many impulses these flaws generate. This book is about the most honest account of the inner world of a boy, adolescent and man who struggled with more than negative thinking. His description of his inner world gives a look inside the experience of someone who has bipolar disorder, which was likely complicated by the many abuses he endured as a child.

I am three years younger than Saúl. Some of my early recollections of him are of him being beaten by my dad. I was four years old or so when my dad beat him with his belt to the point of leaving welts all over his back. I remember hearing him beg and plead, “No more, please, no more!!!” and my father kept hurting him as if he was an animal (in fact, my father never even treated his dogs like that!). By the time my father stopped, and my brother came to the room where Javier (our other brother) and I were sitting on the bed, horrified at what was going on in the living room, his back had welts all over, just like the slaves I have seen in films. He was only seven years old or so.

But other memories are of his curiosity and intelligence. He used to be so curious, wanting to take apart anything that had any kind of mechanism he couldn’t see. Whether it was my mom’s radio that played by putting a coin in a slot or his toy machine gun that made the sounds of a machine gun (toys that were acceptable at the time), he was full of life and curiosity. I remember him playing Batman and Robin with Javier (he was a leader, so he always had to be Batman). Once in a while, I was allowed to be Cat Woman, which for me was the most exciting thing, since my brothers were my heroes. He was playful and creative.

I remember him being good at any sport he tried: baseball and swimming, for example. He had the strongest arms of anyone I knew. He could pick me up to the ceiling by holding me by the elbows as I folded my arms. He was Javier’s big brother, the leader, the one that watched over us when our parents were not home (and I mean when he was seven or eight years old–different times. My mom would go out and have him watch Javier and I). And one day, his light turned dark. Our big brother began to disconnect, to isolate. We did not know what was wrong with him. My father just called him lazy; he used to say, “You need persistence and to follow through.” My mom did not know what to do with him. And little by little, our brother, who was the curious, full of life kid, left us.

As the years went by, his character and his personality changed to the point that it was hard to relate to him. He was self-absorbed, inappropriate and aggressive with his words, dark, impulsive and unable to keep up with school. We saw little of each other as adults because we lived in two different countries (me in Canada and him in Guadalajara, Mexico). But the few times I saw him in later years, he was just difficult to be around. He talked non-stop. It was impossible to get a word in. He was quite authoritarian in his manner, grandiose and immature emotionally. At times, he would disconnect for long periods of time due to his depression. He avoided talking to us and we avoided calling him (due to the discomfort of talking to him because he was just not well).

I won’t go into the details that he will share with you in the book. But for me, his mental illness made it impossible to have a close relationship with him. And yet one day, my mom told me that his family had asked him to move out and that he had no place to live. I got into gear and called Javier and told him we needed to help him. He was out there with no money and no place to live. We started sending him money to make sure he was safe. One little aside here: When we were kids, we used to have meetings, the three of us, to talk about problems in our family or with our parents. In one of those meetings, I remember the three of us were sitting in my bedroom, and we declared ourselves THE THREE MUSKETEERS. We promised we would always be there for each other no matter what. This was one of those times.

Some years went by. I knew my brother Saúl was getting help from an A.A. group and that he was living in one of their rehab homes. I knew he had gone to the residential farm where they really practice tough love to get these folks to get better. And then, about eight years ago, I had the opportunity to spend more time with him because I was travelling to Campeche, where he lives now, several times a year because one of my daughters now lives there.

Oh my God!!! As I spent time with him, the transformation was beyond anything I could have imagined possible! And let me say, he was not bullshitting me. I could see he was walking the talk. He transformed into someone who knows how to listen. Who has so much wisdom. Who lives with a type of humility that is rare. Who trusts and accepts what happens. Who is honest and self-aware. Who accepts life as it is. Who takes responsibility. Who owns his mistakes. I was in awe. After all, he has bipolar disorder. But he is not on medication. And he no longer presents with most of the symptoms he had: hypersexuality, grandiosity, deep depressions, mania with out-of-control behaviors, non-stop talking, flight of ideas and inappropriate and impulsive words and behaviors. I was completely amazed and touched deeply by his transformation. He is truly my hero. I go to him for wisdom and guidance now. I would have never, ever believed this was possible.

As a practicing psychologist with a doctorate, having seen hundreds of patients, supervised other therapists’ cases, and taught in two universities, I had never witnessed a transformation like this in someone who had bipolar disorder and transformed his life without medication. It is truly a story of hard work and miracles. A miracle, not necessary in the religious sense, but in the sense of something unlikely, almost impossible, coming to reality. This is the story of my big brother, Saúl.

So, I convinced him to write this book. We worked on it at times when he felt confused, or a bit lost with it, or when he had stopped writing for a year. You will learn what that is about for him as you read the book. I have travelled the journey of writing the book with him and it has brought me even closer to him. Reading and working on the book with him has touched me deeply not only because he is my brother but because of his courage and humility in writing his story. His voice in these pages is powerful, touching, courageous, and full of wisdom and hope. He is truly an amazing human being. I am so grateful that his suicidal crisis never ended in his death. This book is his gift to the world.

 

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

  About the Authors

Saúl Horwitz & Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

Saúl Horwitz

Saúl Horwitz is an addictions expert and counsellor for people in
rehabilitation and recovery. From an early age he had to struggle with his
personality due to suffering from bipolar disorder. Suicide attempts,
suicidal crises, depression, euphoria, and other drastic changes in his
personality prevented him from leading a normal life like that of others.
After receiving help from a non-traditional AA group, El Despertar, not only
did he transform many of these symptoms, but he also became a skilled
counsellor to those afflicted by addiction and mental illness.

 

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

Erika is a Licenced Psychologist working in private practice in Vancouver,
British Columbia Canada.  In addition, she is an author, public
speaker, university lecturer, and certified Mindfulness Teacher.  She
was the former Director of Counselling Services at Simon Fraser
University.  She is currently the President of the Board of Directors
at the British Columbia Psychological Association, the Vice-Chair at the
Council of Professional Associations of Psychology and a council member at
the American Psychological Association.  She wrote Through the Maze of
Motherhood: Empowered Mothers Speak.  In her leisure time she loves
meditation, reading, movies, working out, and spending time with her amazing
husband, her family, and friends.

 

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