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Date Published: April 21, 2025

Publisher: MindStir Media

 

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Winner of the 2025 Literary-Titan Book Award (Memoir)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Addiction and Recovery)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Mental Health)!

Finalist, 2024 Literary Global Book Awards and American Writing Book
Awards!

 

I believe Improbable and Extraordinary will be an extremely influential
book – it’s rare to see such a personal and raw account of mental illness,
and then the continuous (and in this case, unique) process of overcoming it.
Overall, an outstanding and moving manuscript…The flow is excellent and
engaging and the voice is very strong. A true accomplishment!

Megan Patiry, author of The Alice Effect.

 

Escaping the torment of depression, anxiety, mania and addiction:
Saúl’s memoir is a powerful testament to the strength of the human
spirit, showing how even when it seems unattainable, transformation is
possible. Once tormented by the crushing grip of bipolar disorder,
depression, severe anxiety, anger, and addiction, Saúl shares the
raw, unflinching truth of his battle with mental illness and trauma.

Through a profound exploration of love, not as a romantic ideal but as a
fundamental force, and by adopting practical, yet challenging principles,
the author discovers a path to inner peace and freedom. Saúl’s candid
reflections on overcoming a deep, persistent darkness reveal the possibility
of peace, freedom, and personal growth.

This memoir doesn’t just chronicle survival; it celebrates the power of
transformation. Saúl’s path through addiction and mental illness
reveals that true peace and freedom are within reach, even for those who
have lost everything.

By sharing his experience, Saúl aims to inspire understanding and
hope, and communicate that healing is not just possible but transformative.
This book is a beacon of hope for anyone wanting to find hope for themselves
or someone they love.

 

From co-author, Dr. Erika Horwitz, Licensed Psychologist:

As Saul’s sister, I witnessed his torments and struggles and his amazing
transformation! As a psychologist, I understood the enormity of what he
achieved-moving from a place of deep mental illness to stability, inner
peace and wisdom. His story is inspiring and a testament to the amazing
ability of human beings to transform. It’s a story that offers hope to
anyone facing mental health challenges and their loved ones. I knew it was
essential for Saul to share his story, and I believe it will resonate with
anyone who believes in the power of transformation.”

 

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FOREWORD

One minute ago, I finished yet one more review and edit of this book. As I sit facing a window by the ocean, bald eagles dance in front of my window as if in celebration with me. This book is a very honest, humble, and real account of my brother’s life as he moved from the depths of darkness to the light. Having been part of his life since I was born, I can attest to the truthfulness of the story. The pages contained in this book may feel shocking at times–and they are. Very few of us are willing to share our deepest inner thoughts or worst actions, particularly when they may appear horrible to others. This book is my brother’s gift to the world. I feel full of love and admiration for him. In fact, he is my hero.

Years ago, Saúl (pronounced Saool) and I were talking over coffee at an outdoor café, and I felt compelled to convince him to write his story. I was so in awe of his transformation that I felt his story had to be told. I am a psychologist in private practice; a doctor in psychology who works with folks who struggle with a range of mental health problems or issues in their lives. I have taught at the graduate level for over twenty years and was the director of a large counselling service at a sizeable university in Canada, where I supervised staff and graduate students for over twelve years. And I had never ever witnessed a miracle like this one. I use the word “miracle” because it seems that way. However, I must clarify that the miracle only happened with my brother’s hard work and commitment to his healing and willingness to look inside.

I think that the reason why this book is so important and powerful is because it tells a story of pain, wrongdoing, hurt, and personal flaws with deep honesty and openness. Many memoirs or personal stories of struggle are often about what has been done to the writer. What they have endured in their lives. Now, this book does speak about what he suffered as a child and adolescent, but it also speaks about what he struggled with that led him to wrongdoings. It is about his honest acknowledgement that he has many flaws of character, and how he is now able to not give in to the many impulses these flaws generate. This book is about the most honest account of the inner world of a boy, adolescent and man who struggled with more than negative thinking. His description of his inner world gives a look inside the experience of someone who has bipolar disorder, which was likely complicated by the many abuses he endured as a child.

I am three years younger than Saúl. Some of my early recollections of him are of him being beaten by my dad. I was four years old or so when my dad beat him with his belt to the point of leaving welts all over his back. I remember hearing him beg and plead, “No more, please, no more!!!” and my father kept hurting him as if he was an animal (in fact, my father never even treated his dogs like that!). By the time my father stopped, and my brother came to the room where Javier (our other brother) and I were sitting on the bed, horrified at what was going on in the living room, his back had welts all over, just like the slaves I have seen in films. He was only seven years old or so.

But other memories are of his curiosity and intelligence. He used to be so curious, wanting to take apart anything that had any kind of mechanism he couldn’t see. Whether it was my mom’s radio that played by putting a coin in a slot or his toy machine gun that made the sounds of a machine gun (toys that were acceptable at the time), he was full of life and curiosity. I remember him playing Batman and Robin with Javier (he was a leader, so he always had to be Batman). Once in a while, I was allowed to be Cat Woman, which for me was the most exciting thing, since my brothers were my heroes. He was playful and creative.

I remember him being good at any sport he tried: baseball and swimming, for example. He had the strongest arms of anyone I knew. He could pick me up to the ceiling by holding me by the elbows as I folded my arms. He was Javier’s big brother, the leader, the one that watched over us when our parents were not home (and I mean when he was seven or eight years old–different times. My mom would go out and have him watch Javier and I). And one day, his light turned dark. Our big brother began to disconnect, to isolate. We did not know what was wrong with him. My father just called him lazy; he used to say, “You need persistence and to follow through.” My mom did not know what to do with him. And little by little, our brother, who was the curious, full of life kid, left us.

As the years went by, his character and his personality changed to the point that it was hard to relate to him. He was self-absorbed, inappropriate and aggressive with his words, dark, impulsive and unable to keep up with school. We saw little of each other as adults because we lived in two different countries (me in Canada and him in Guadalajara, Mexico). But the few times I saw him in later years, he was just difficult to be around. He talked non-stop. It was impossible to get a word in. He was quite authoritarian in his manner, grandiose and immature emotionally. At times, he would disconnect for long periods of time due to his depression. He avoided talking to us and we avoided calling him (due to the discomfort of talking to him because he was just not well).

I won’t go into the details that he will share with you in the book. But for me, his mental illness made it impossible to have a close relationship with him. And yet one day, my mom told me that his family had asked him to move out and that he had no place to live. I got into gear and called Javier and told him we needed to help him. He was out there with no money and no place to live. We started sending him money to make sure he was safe. One little aside here: When we were kids, we used to have meetings, the three of us, to talk about problems in our family or with our parents. In one of those meetings, I remember the three of us were sitting in my bedroom, and we declared ourselves THE THREE MUSKETEERS. We promised we would always be there for each other no matter what. This was one of those times.

Some years went by. I knew my brother Saúl was getting help from an A.A. group and that he was living in one of their rehab homes. I knew he had gone to the residential farm where they really practice tough love to get these folks to get better. And then, about eight years ago, I had the opportunity to spend more time with him because I was travelling to Campeche, where he lives now, several times a year because one of my daughters now lives there.

Oh my God!!! As I spent time with him, the transformation was beyond anything I could have imagined possible! And let me say, he was not bullshitting me. I could see he was walking the talk. He transformed into someone who knows how to listen. Who has so much wisdom. Who lives with a type of humility that is rare. Who trusts and accepts what happens. Who is honest and self-aware. Who accepts life as it is. Who takes responsibility. Who owns his mistakes. I was in awe. After all, he has bipolar disorder. But he is not on medication. And he no longer presents with most of the symptoms he had: hypersexuality, grandiosity, deep depressions, mania with out-of-control behaviors, non-stop talking, flight of ideas and inappropriate and impulsive words and behaviors. I was completely amazed and touched deeply by his transformation. He is truly my hero. I go to him for wisdom and guidance now. I would have never, ever believed this was possible.

As a practicing psychologist with a doctorate, having seen hundreds of patients, supervised other therapists’ cases, and taught in two universities, I had never witnessed a transformation like this in someone who had bipolar disorder and transformed his life without medication. It is truly a story of hard work and miracles. A miracle, not necessary in the religious sense, but in the sense of something unlikely, almost impossible, coming to reality. This is the story of my big brother, Saúl.

So, I convinced him to write this book. We worked on it at times when he felt confused, or a bit lost with it, or when he had stopped writing for a year. You will learn what that is about for him as you read the book. I have travelled the journey of writing the book with him and it has brought me even closer to him. Reading and working on the book with him has touched me deeply not only because he is my brother but because of his courage and humility in writing his story. His voice in these pages is powerful, touching, courageous, and full of wisdom and hope. He is truly an amazing human being. I am so grateful that his suicidal crisis never ended in his death. This book is his gift to the world.

 

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

  About the Authors

Saúl Horwitz & Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

Saúl Horwitz

Saúl Horwitz is an addictions expert and counsellor for people in
rehabilitation and recovery. From an early age he had to struggle with his
personality due to suffering from bipolar disorder. Suicide attempts,
suicidal crises, depression, euphoria, and other drastic changes in his
personality prevented him from leading a normal life like that of others.
After receiving help from a non-traditional AA group, El Despertar, not only
did he transform many of these symptoms, but he also became a skilled
counsellor to those afflicted by addiction and mental illness.

 

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

Erika is a Licenced Psychologist working in private practice in Vancouver,
British Columbia Canada.  In addition, she is an author, public
speaker, university lecturer, and certified Mindfulness Teacher.  She
was the former Director of Counselling Services at Simon Fraser
University.  She is currently the President of the Board of Directors
at the British Columbia Psychological Association, the Vice-Chair at the
Council of Professional Associations of Psychology and a council member at
the American Psychological Association.  She wrote Through the Maze of
Motherhood: Empowered Mothers Speak.  In her leisure time she loves
meditation, reading, movies, working out, and spending time with her amazing
husband, her family, and friends.

 

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Why Your Diets Fail and the Science that Really Works Virtual Book Tour

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Nonfiction / Nutrition / Health

Date Published: March 3, 2025

Publisher: MindStir Media

 

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If you have struggled with food, we understand! We’ve been there! We
know that diets don’t deliver long-term weight loss. We know that
weight-loss drugs work for many people, but at high cost and with many side
effects. And they only work as long as you take them.

Diets and drugs fall short because they do not address the root cause of
obesity. But there is another way! Reaching your lean weight and optimal
health depends on understanding that the root cause of obesity is a chemical
imbalance in the body due to improper nutrition. The game-changer is
learning some nutritional science that lets the body guide us toward lean
weight and optimal health. This book explains the root cause of overeating
and provides the nutritional guidelines that make all the difference.
Myrna’s nutritional science provides the key that will free you from
food addiction and change your life so you can live longer, healthier, and
with enhanced athletic ability. This science actually works. It’s simple.
It’s forever. And it’s easy!

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The biochemistry of the body operates as a natural system with a single purpose—ensuring that we live long and healthy lives. That’s it, nothing less and nothing more. To reach this objective, assuming correct nourishment, our bodies will guide us to our leanest body weight. Within a day or two of following the Myrna Method, we feel our body’s satisfaction at receiving the nutrition it needs. When the body has what it needs, we experience no further urge to eat. We are no longer driven by cravings caused by hormones, which are triggered by the body when nutrition is unbalanced.

About the Authors

Myrna Garcia Haag, R.D.

 

Myrna Garcia Haag, R.D

After decades working in the fitness business, Myrna set out to learn the
links between nutrition and optimal health. At age fifty-five, she returned
to school, earned a degree in nutrition and accreditation as a Registered
Dietitian. Myrna lives in Tampa, Florida, where she has built a clinical
nutrition practice, treating patients with chronic illnesses.

Years of research and engaging with hundreds of patients led Myrna to
develop nutrition balancing techniques that turn off the metabolic triggers
that cause overeating. This science has helped patients approach their lean
and healthy weight—without dieting. Myrna’s research has also
produced guidelines that provide athletes with a competitive
advantage.

Now, with this book, Myrna offers everyone simple science that puts us on
the path to a lean and long life. She is devoting all her energy to
positively changing people’s lives.

 

https://leanlong.life/myrna-garcia-haag-r-d/

 

 John J. Macionis, Ph.D.

 

John J. Macionis, Ph.D.

John spent much of his adult life as a college professor. He was Prentice
Hall Distinguished Scholar at Kenyon College, in Gambier, Ohio. John is also
a professional writer. For more than forty years, he has authored the
best-selling college textbooks in several fields of social science,
published by Pearson Education (http://www.macionis.com).

John promotes the appreciation of music, protection of the natural
environment, and expanding historical literacy across the United States. He
divides his time between Lake George, New York, and Vero Beach, Florida.
John enjoys playing tennis, performing the blues and oldies rock and roll,
and looking for ways—big and small—to make the world a better
place.

Myrna’s science changed John’s life. Starting from obesity and
being well on the road to diabetes and heart disease, John has reached his
lean weight, and his health has improved dramatically. What he wants now is
to share this message with others.

 

https://leanlong.life/john-j-macionis-ph-d/

 

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Memoir

Date Published: April 21, 2025

Publisher: MindStir Media

 


 

 

Winner of the 2025 Literary-Titan Book Award (Memoir)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Addiction and Recovery)!

Winner of the 2025 Firebird book award (Mental Health)!

Finalist, 2024 Literary Global Book Awards and American Writing Book
Awards!

 

I believe Improbable and Extraordinary will be an extremely influential
book – it’s rare to see such a personal and raw account of mental illness,
and then the continuous (and in this case, unique) process of overcoming it.
Overall, an outstanding and moving manuscript…The flow is excellent and
engaging and the voice is very strong. A true accomplishment!

Megan Patiry, author of The Alice Effect.

 

Escaping the torment of depression, anxiety, mania and addiction:
Saúl’s memoir is a powerful testament to the strength of the human
spirit, showing how even when it seems unattainable, transformation is
possible. Once tormented by the crushing grip of bipolar disorder,
depression, severe anxiety, anger, and addiction, Saúl shares the
raw, unflinching truth of his battle with mental illness and trauma.

Through a profound exploration of love, not as a romantic ideal but as a
fundamental force, and by adopting practical, yet challenging principles,
the author discovers a path to inner peace and freedom. Saúl’s candid
reflections on overcoming a deep, persistent darkness reveal the possibility
of peace, freedom, and personal growth.

This memoir doesn’t just chronicle survival; it celebrates the power of
transformation. Saúl’s path through addiction and mental illness
reveals that true peace and freedom are within reach, even for those who
have lost everything.

By sharing his experience, Saúl aims to inspire understanding and
hope, and communicate that healing is not just possible but transformative.
This book is a beacon of hope for anyone wanting to find hope for themselves
or someone they love.

 

From co-author, Dr. Erika Horwitz, Licensed Psychologist:

As Saul’s sister, I witnessed his torments and struggles and his amazing
transformation! As a psychologist, I understood the enormity of what he
achieved-moving from a place of deep mental illness to stability, inner
peace and wisdom. His story is inspiring and a testament to the amazing
ability of human beings to transform. It’s a story that offers hope to
anyone facing mental health challenges and their loved ones. I knew it was
essential for Saul to share his story, and I believe it will resonate with
anyone who believes in the power of transformation.”

 

About the Authors

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D., Saúl Horwitz

Saúl Horwitz

Saúl Horwitz is an addictions expert and counsellor for people in
rehabilitation and recovery. From an early age he had to struggle with his
personality due to suffering from bipolar disorder. Suicide attempts,
suicidal crises, depression, euphoria, and other drastic changes in his
personality prevented him from leading a normal life like that of others.
After receiving help from a non-traditional AA group, El Despertar, not only
did he transform many of these symptoms, but he also became a skilled
counsellor to those afflicted by addiction and mental illness.

 

Erika Horwitz, Ph.D.

Erika is a Licenced Psychologist working in private practice in Vancouver,
British Columbia Canada.  In addition, she is an author, public
speaker, university lecturer, and certified Mindfulness Teacher.  She
was the former Director of Counselling Services at Simon Fraser
University.  She is currently the President of the Board of Directors
at the British Columbia Psychological Association, the Vice-Chair at the
Council of Professional Associations of Psychology and a council member at
the American Psychological Association.  She wrote Through the Maze of
Motherhood: Empowered Mothers Speak.  In her leisure time she loves
meditation, reading, movies, working out, and spending time with her amazing
husband, her family, and friends.

 

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Nonfiction / Nutrition / Health

Date Published: March 3, 2025

Publisher: MindStir Media

 

 

If you have struggled with food, we understand! We’ve been there! We
know that diets don’t deliver long-term weight loss. We know that
weight-loss drugs work for many people, but at high cost and with many side
effects. And they only work as long as you take them.

Diets and drugs fall short because they do not address the root cause of
obesity. But there is another way! Reaching your lean weight and optimal
health depends on understanding that the root cause of obesity is a chemical
imbalance in the body due to improper nutrition. The game-changer is
learning some nutritional science that lets the body guide us toward lean
weight and optimal health. This book explains the root cause of overeating
and provides the nutritional guidelines that make all the difference.
Myrna’s nutritional science provides the key that will free you from
food addiction and change your life so you can live longer, healthier, and
with enhanced athletic ability. This science actually works. It’s simple.
It’s forever. And it’s easy!

About the Authors

Myrna Garcia Haag, R.D.

Myrna Garcia Haag, R.D.

After decades working in the fitness business, Myrna set out to learn the
links between nutrition and optimal health. At age fifty-five, she returned
to school, earned a degree in nutrition and accreditation as a Registered
Dietitian. Myrna lives in Tampa, Florida, where she has built a clinical
nutrition practice, treating patients with chronic illnesses.

Years of research and engaging with hundreds of patients led Myrna to
develop nutrition balancing techniques that turn off the metabolic triggers
that cause overeating. This science has helped patients approach their lean
and healthy weight—without dieting. Myrna’s research has also
produced guidelines that provide athletes with a competitive
advantage.

Now, with this book, Myrna offers everyone simple science that puts us on
the path to a lean and long life. She is devoting all her energy to
positively changing people’s lives.

 

https://leanlong.life/myrna-garcia-haag-r-d/

 

 John J. Macionis, Ph.D.

John J. Macionis, Ph.D.

John spent much of his adult life as a college professor. He was Prentice
Hall Distinguished Scholar at Kenyon College, in Gambier, Ohio. John is also
a professional writer. For more than forty years, he has authored the
best-selling college textbooks in several fields of social science,
published by Pearson Education (http://www.macionis.com).

John promotes the appreciation of music, protection of the natural
environment, and expanding historical literacy across the United States. He
divides his time between Lake George, New York, and Vero Beach, Florida.
John enjoys playing tennis, performing the blues and oldies rock and roll,
and looking for ways—big and small—to make the world a better
place.

Myrna’s science changed John’s life. Starting from obesity and
being well on the road to diabetes and heart disease, John has reached his
lean weight, and his health has improved dramatically. What he wants now is
to share this message with others.

 

https://leanlong.life/john-j-macionis-ph-d/

 

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Forty-four-year-old Forrest Alderson isn’t at all sure of his motives for returning from self-imposed exile to Asher Heights, West Virginia, to see his hometown for the first time since he graduated from college. All he knows for certain is it’s something he has to do if he is to find out whether he can break free from the tragedy that compelled him to flee or whether he is forever doomed to be imprisoned by it.

He has spent the intervening twenty-three years in sacrificial preparation, striving obsessively to become enormously wealthy with one exclusive goal: to at long last take possession of Old Mrs. Kimble’s mansion, no matter the cost, and let that magnificent structure he has coveted since he was a poor boy stand as proof to one and all that native son Forrest Walker Alderson has done himself proud.

Or could it be his return is motivated – as his attorney, Olivia Fillmore, fears – by revenge, an evil desire to rub his great wealth and success into the face of the one person who caused him to hermit himself away all those years without a wife, children, or even a close friend?

To have any chance of finding the answers he so desperately needs, Forrest will have to struggle through a challenging new romance, an addiction to a perilous old love, a sensational murder trial, and the inevitable decision about what to do with the rest of his life.

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Chapter One 

A Curious Request 

1985 

“Well, I certainly wasn’t expecting that,” Mr. Vermillion utters as he hangs up his phone and steps into the outer office to share the news with Cassandra Pierce, his partner at their law firm on Stanford Avenue in downtown Asher Heights, West Virginia. 

“Not expecting what, John?” Cassandra mumbles, her mind focused on her day’s work schedule. 

“A call with a curious request from a big-shot attorney at one of Chi-cago’s most prestigious outfits.” 

“Oh?” Cassandra responds with a little more enthusiasm, sensing she could be about to hear something that might provide a break from the monotony in the daily routine of a couple of small-town lawyers. 

“Get this, Cassandra. It seems someone who doesn’t want us to know his identity is hiring us to buy the old Kimble mansion for him, and never anybody mind that it may not even be on the market.” 

“Fine with me,” Cassandra answers without looking up from her pa-pers, “but what if it’s not for sale? What makes that Chicago lawyer representing ‘Mr. Anonymous’ think we, of all people, can buy it? We’re not even in the real estate business.” 

“To me, that’s the challenging part, my friend. That and the mysteri-ous nature of the request. ‘Money’s no object!’ ” she said. “In fact, she said it twice. 

“The guy is so dead set on having that mansion, its condition is no barrier either. And what’s more, he’s sending us a five-thousand-dollar retainer this afternoon!” George T. Arnold 

“Well, whoop-de-doo,” Cassandra responds sarcastically. “Five thou-sand whole dollars? C’mon, John, there’s no way you’d be this giddy over that amount of money. What gives?” 

“Oh, just a fifty-thousand-dollar bonus if we can persuade the owners to sell within the next two weeks. Tell me that’s not enough to get even your skeptical little heart pumping, Cassandra. So, you as ready as I am to get this adventure started?” 

“Five figures does have a way of getting a gal’s attention!” she con-cedes, dropping the papers she had been carefully organizing as if they were so many used napkins. “How ’bout doing a drive by right now? We have an hour before we have to be in court.” 

“I’m game. Your car or mine?” 

*** 

Unknown to John Vermillion, the offbeat phone call was set in mo-tion by an old acquaintance from his high school graduation class of 1959. Someone he has not seen or even thought about in more than twenty years. 

“I knew I had my surrogate as soon as I checked out the list of Asher Heights lawyers and saw John’s name,” Forrest Alderson explains, sitting in the Chicago office of his primary attorney, Olivia Fillmore, who possesses a law degree from Yale, a Phi Beta Kappa key, and head-turner beauty. 

“John wasn’t one of my run-around friends, but he was one of the best of the good guys I grew up with,” Forrest assures Olivia. “And I picked you to handle things for me because I trust you more than any-body else in this overpriced law empire I’ve been paying a fortune in retainer fees all these years.” Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion 

“Appreciate that, Forrest,” the fashionably slender Olivia responds, uncrossing her pretty long legs and leaning forward in her chair, touching his forearm to indicate she is personally concerned about Forrest and his astonishing lifestyle change. 

“But what I don’t get is why at forty-four you’ve sold one of the most successful real estate firms in Chicago to retire back to your home town of Nowheresville when you haven’t stepped foot in the place since you were shaving fuzz off your face. 

“And what in the hell do you want with an old mansion that, for all you know, may be dilapidated and overrun with raccoons and squirrels and Lord knows what all else you West Virginians have lurking in those hills you hold so precious? 

“In the three years I’ve known you, Forrest, you’ve never once men-tioned that old place.” 

“Well, seeing as how you brought it up—and considering I’m not paying one thin dime for this conversation—I’ll tell you about it. And I want you to know,” he winks, “you can feel privileged because you’ll be the first to hear something I’ve never said out loud even to myself.” 

“I’m all ears,” she retorts, more annoyed than amused by his cavalier attitude, and once again irritated by his apparent inability to notice her subtle attempts to flirt with him. She scoots to the back of her chair and crosses her legs again, showing a bit more thigh than she otherwise would if she were not attracted to him. 

Oblivious as usual, Forrest begins his explanation. “Olivia, as far back as I can remember, that big mansion on Rhododendron Ridge belonged to a woman known as Old Mrs. Kimble. And I don’t say that disrespectfully; that’s what everybody called her. I never knew her first name, and neither did any of my buddies. We figured it wasn’t ‘Old,’ but we never heard anything else. George T. Arnold 

“Funny thing, none of us actually ever saw her either. We were told she’d become a very young widow when her husband was killed during the Spanish-American War. Folks say that forever after that, she secluded herself in that huge house, sometime around the turn of the century.” 

“As young and as rich as she was, she never got married again, For-rest?” 

“Nope. Never so much as looked romantically at another man, or so I’m told, Olivia. And there must have been all kinds of suitors—sincere ones, as well as fortune hunters. But she spurned every one of them. 

“I sort of got acquainted with the mansion and the stories about Old Mrs. Kimble because her next-door neighbors were the Rutherfords, and their son Whitney was one of my best friends. Actually, I was lucky to have him for a friend because the Rutherfords had money, unlike my family and most of the other guys Whitney and I ran around with. 

“His dad could afford to build a hard-surface basketball court near the long line of hedges that separated their property from the mansion. And Whitney’s parents didn’t seem to mind having a bunch of us boys hang-ing around playing ball four or five days out of the week. 

“We practically lived on that court from the fourth grade through high school. Except when it snowed, and it did a lot of that in Asher Heights, West Virginia.” 

“Got it, Forrest. You had a friend who had a basketball court, and it snows a lot in West Virginia. Think you might get around to telling me about the house anytime in the near future?” 

“Well, don’t you get surly when you’re not getting paid, Olivia! Nev-er noticed you being so antsy when I’m forking over hundreds of dollars an hour for you to listen. Keep your drawers on, as we West Virginians say; I’m getting to it. 

“I couldn’t miss looking at the house because the basketball goal faced its east side. And it was so big and fancy I couldn’t help being Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion 

impressed. So, if you can quit squirming long enough, I’ll describe it to you in some detail.” 

“I’m listening. See!” she exclaims, pushing her ears out horizontally with the palms of her hands. 

“Then picture this, Miss Impatient: The mansion sat about a hundred yards from the street, and the big woods in back stretched all the way to McDowell Road, which runs parallel to Rhododendron Ridge. Not counting the full-sized underground basement, it stood two tall stories high with the first floor about ten feet above street level. 

“What I liked best by far were the massive round white columns that started at the base of the wrap-around porch and peaked at the level of the attic. I felt like a pygmy the first time I saw them! 

“The rest consisted of walls formed from thousands of white bricks with squishy mortar of the same color bulging out between them. The bricks surrounded giant oak double doors and a bunch of tall windows and shutters. 

“You couldn’t see through them though, and believe me we tried. They were mostly hidden by telephone-pole-tall juniper trees. And Old Mrs. Kimble kept all of her draperies and curtains closed to keep us and everybody else from peeking in on her. So, obviously, we never got inside either, which led us boys to imagine the house possessed every-thing from secret treasures to some other really creepy stuff. 

“You following me so far, Olivia?” 

“Oh, yeah. I’m almost getting curious. Get on with it before I turn middle-aged.” 

Forrest was tempted to remind her that forty is middle-aged. But you just don’t say that sort of thing to any woman, particularly a good-looking one who has the self-image of a twenty-something. 

“Anyway, Oliva, even though I was pretty young, that vision of a rich person’s home found a permanent place in my memory. You see, my George T. Arnold 

family lived from paycheck to paycheck, so all I could do was daydream about a lot of the things I wanted but couldn’t have, even imagining someday being master of that awesome house. 

“But the thought was so foolish, I kept it to myself until today. I mean, what could I envision as a boy that I could do short of robbery to put enough money together to buy an estate so fine? It wasn’t like I could count on inheriting a family fortune or becoming a big movie star, or anything as unlikely as that. 

“Anyhow, it became an obsession never far from my thoughts, even now, more than three decades later.” 

“OK, I understand the attraction, Forrest; it sounds both fabulous and a little mysterious. But, for Heaven’s sake, you’ve been filthy rich for quite a while. Why haven’t you been back home to see it and to visit your old friends? You could have bought that place a long time ago, hired a caretaker and visited whenever you had the time or the inclination. Doesn’t make sense to me.” 

“I suppose it doesn’t, Olivia. But the reasons are painfully personal. Something else I’ve kept to myself.” 

“I’m a good listener Forrest; that is, when I’m interested. And now that you finally have my full attention, I’d almost pay you to find out. Almost that is,” she says with a cute mock smile that usually works wonders on the male gender but doesn’t seem to faze Forrest. 

“Seriously, I’m willing to step back into the attorney-client privilege relationship—off the clock, of course—if you want to confide in me. Goes without saying, I’ll keep the information confidential.” 

“I’m tempted to tell you, Olivia. It’s not something I’d ever feel com-fortable talking about with a man, or not even with many women for that matter. But you’re smart and you’re insightful and a good enough friend, I think, to put yourself in my place and see all the complexities from my point of view. Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion 

“Sure you want to hear this?” 

“Truthfully, Forrest, I’m damned eager. Talk all you want. I’m turn-ing off my phones, and I promise I’ll keep my mouth shut until you make it crystal clear you want to hear from me. Cross my heart.” 

“OK, Olivia,” Forrest begins, a troubled expression overtaking the features of his usually pleasant face. “It started with a personal tragedy that happened when I was twenty-one. That put an abrupt end to my daydreaming about the kind of life I wanted and forced me to face the hard fact that a person makes his or her own future. 

“So, I set a goal of earning as much money as I could as fast as I could, and I dedicated myself totally and solely to that end. Believe me, the road I’ve traveled all these years is paved with money. Nothing else.” 

Judging a look of earnest interest from Olivia, Forrest plunges on while the gate to his secret past is still ajar. “In the twenty-three years since then, I’ve become enormously wealthy. But you know all of that. All of my finances are recorded in your company’s books. 

“You know I made my fortune in Chicago real estate by buying and selling so many expensive houses and high-rise buildings that I can’t remember half of them. And I invested almost everything I cleared. Spent damned little on myself, such as places to live, cars, clothes, vacations—any of the things rich people usually splurge on. 

“Anyway, a couple of years ago, I decided I had made more than enough money to let me liquidate a bunch of my holdings, move back home and buy that mansion I’ve been set on having all these years. 

“I kept that decision to myself, and, honestly, that was a hard thing to do because the time between then and now has dragged out like the poky period between Thanksgiving and Christmas does when you’re a kid. But, finally, with the phone call you made to John Vermillion this morn-ing, my goal is in sight, and I’m itching to get it done.” George T. Arnold 

“Forrest, I know I promised just to listen, but you seem to have for-gotten I have no clue what ‘The Tragedy’ is. How do you expect me to understand until you tell me what happened to get all this started? And you haven’t told me whether you know for sure that old mansion is even still there.” 

“You’re right; I’m presuming too much. Sorry. Let me explain it this way. I have my own reasons for not knowing for sure whether it’s still standing or it’s a pile of bricks. I know how weird that sounds, but the truth is I did not want to know because that would have taken away the second biggest driving force I had for building my fortune. The other reason is the tragedy—the most tormenting experience in my life, and an even bigger motivator. 

“You see, I haven’t been back to my hometown since right after I graduated from college. My family moved to the West Coast during my junior year, and the last time I was in Asher Heights was to get married. 

“Yeah, Olivia, you can shut your mouth now and get that shocked look off your face. You heard right; I did say married. Hard to believe coming from a middle-aged bachelor who runs like hell anytime any woman even hints she is romantically interested.” 

“As if I didn’t know!” Olivia wanted to say out loud but clamped down on her tongue. 

“Anyway, Maggie McDaniel Mullens and I had been engaged unoffi-cially since high school and officially since the Christmas before I finished college. She was gorgeous, Olivia, and sexy as hell. I was so hopelessly, helplessly, achingly in love with her, it was like being hooked on a narcotic. 

“She came from a good family, too, although I was a little put off by her somewhat goofy mother who had a bunch of silly hangups like giving all of her children names that started with the same letter: Maggie McDaniel, Mason McGeorge, and Millicent Marie. All of their clothes Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion 

had three capital M’s monogrammed glaringly on them, and her mother couldn’t understand why each of my names, Forrest Walker Alderson, started with a different letter. I told her to blame it on my parents who apparently liked trees. 

“I hadn’t seen much of Maggie and her family during my final Spring semester. I was too busy trying to graduate with honors while working part time and sending out resumes to companies I hoped would hire me. Maggie already had graduated from another university in December and was busy planning our wedding . . . .” 

When his voice unexpectedly breaks, betraying the matter-of-fact manner in which he was forcing himself to tell his tale, he hesitates, coughs a couple of times, struggling to regain control. 

After an embarrassing interval, he manages to continue. “Or so I be-lieved. Until exactly one week before the wedding when she abruptly threw me over and, like some kind of traitor, deserted me and our plans for a future together. We’d already sent out invitations, made all the arrangements, and spent a lot a of non-refundable money. 

“Worse, everyone in town including all my boyhood and college friends and their families became aware of the scandalous details. Believe me, Olivia, it would have been kinder of Maggie if she had shot bullets into me instead of words that permanently scarred my heart and screwed me up where romance is concerned.” 

“Oh, I am so very sorry, Forrest,” Olivia interjects, unable to keep herself from interrupting, but gaining some insight into why he has never acted on her implied advances. 

“I don’t want you to be sorry, Olivia. I want you to understand. 

“Maggie’s reason enraged even her own family and deeply embar-rassed them before the entire community. The hell of it is, Maggie didn’t simply get cold feet; she tossed me aside for one of those edgy bad-boy types so many otherwise sensible females at one time or another in their George T. Arnold 

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lives go nuts over; intoxicated, I suppose, by their misguided notions of sex appeal and excited by the potential danger these no-goods represent. But foolishly blind to these perpetual adolescents’ lack of responsibility, ambition, and conscience. 

“LeRoy Bottoms, that dimwit Maggie fell for, dropped out of school so unscathed by education he couldn’t tell a double negative in a sentence from a double dribble on a basketball court. His underfed brain was so empty, he couldn’t form a sentence that didn’t start with ‘OK’ and end with ‘yuh know what I’m sayin’?’ ” 

Forrest shakes his head like a dog flinging water off its coat, appar-ently still unable to grasp why Maggie, or any other female with a lick of sense, could fall for such a loser. 

“Some gullible females, like Maggie, even marry these predators,” Forrest says with palpable bitterness. “More often than not after becom-ing pregnant, as she did. About which time, Mr. Edgy loses interest and preys on some other dreamy-eyed female convinced beyond all reason he loves only her, and she is The One who can change him.” 

“Did you confront them?” Olivia interrupts. 

“Hell no. She made it clear there was nothing I could do to change her mind. So, I slinked out of Asher Heights after dark that same night and never looked back. Never went back. Not even for a high school class reunion. I cut off contact with everyone, including my lifelong best friends. 

“Olivia, can you understand it wasn’t simply that I was embarrassed; I was so heartsick and humiliated, I seriously considered suicide. Or murder. Or both. 

“I truly believed for a time I’d go crazy trying to force out of my mind the vision of my Maggie eagerly giving her beautiful body to someone so undeserving and so unappreciative. That image was—and all these years later remains—torturous.” Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion 

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Olivia’s disciplined attention is redirected by a couple of tears that manage to escape her eyes, slowly trickling past her mouth before she can turn sideways and wipe them away. Fortunately, Forrest doesn’t see them. The shame he has felt all these years has kept him from looking directly at Olivia. 

“But somehow, after agonizing for several days, I managed to create a purpose for going on. I convinced myself I would live to someday show Maggie she’d made the biggest mistake of her life. Call it revenge; call it getting even; call it whatever you like. I just knew I wanted Maggie to feel the depth of suffering she put me through. 

“How? I did not know. When? I had no clue. But sometime. 

“To this day, as you know, Olivia, I have never married. No woman, I am convinced, is worth the risk of going through such excruciating pain again. Instead, I substituted work for love. That’s all I existed for. I lived cheaply and invested my money wisely. Extraordinarily wisely, I can say now without boasting.” 

Olivia does know how he has lived. And for the first time, she is be-ginning to understand why. 

“Except for a little hiking by myself on weekends, all I did was work. But my work and my investments paid off. And, by damn, I made it big. After all those years dedicated almost exclusively to making money, I’m worth millions upon millions! 

“I think I can go back home almost anonymously now because I doubt anyone in Asher Heights knows anything about my adult life or my wealth. Why should they? Not even my parents and my two siblings suspect I have more than a few million dollars, although I’ve treated them very generously.” 

“If you’ve treated them so ‘generously,’ ” Olivia silently asks herself, “why haven’t they somehow intervened in your lonely, tortured life? Guess you wouldn’t let them,” she concedes. George T. Arnold 

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“Chances are no one in my hometown will even recognize me. After all, I’m middle-aged, what used to be my dark brown hair is at least half gray, and, as you can see, I’ve recently grown a short beard, and I like it. On top of that, I’ve bought an old Chevrolet sedan no one would look at twice. I’m betting nobody will notice me. 

“So, until I have John Vermillion working through you to purchase the mansion for me, I’ll be incognito in Asher Heights. By then, my investigators and I should have discovered everything I want to know: Who’s who, who’s where, and who’s doing what. Including Maggie McDaniel Mullens whatever-the-hell-her-last-name-is-now.” 

“Oh, Forrest, what a perfectly horrid experience. I mean, I’ve been through a divorce and a couple of other painful breakups in my time, but nothing that affected me like yours has. But, please, because you’ve trusted me enough to confide in me, I’ll intrude on your privacy just enough to ask you a couple of questions I pray you’ve already carefully considered.” 

“Go ahead, Olivia. I’d like to know what you’re thinking.” 

“First, Forrest, are you willing to spend perhaps several million dol-lars to buy and restore that old mansion because you really want to live in it? Or is it because you want to rub your great wealth and success in Maggie’s face and show her what a terrible mistake she made? If revenge is your reason, I fear for you, my friend. I truly do.” 

“Obvious questions, Olivia, and of course, I’ve considered them. Many times. The raw truth is I do not know for sure. I’m aware of the possible consequences and all that. But it’s something I’ve got to do, and I’ll only find out the truth by actually doing it.” 

“Then God go with you,” Olivia says, rising from her chair and sur-prising Forrest with a hug so intimate that even he couldn’t mistake its meaning.

 

About The Author

 

George T. Arnold, Ph.D

 

George T. Arnold, Ph.D., is a professor emeritus in the W. Page Pitt School of Journalism and Mass Communications at Marshall University where he taught news and feature writing, language skills, ethics, and media law for 36 years. He worked full-time for seven years as a newspaper reporter to finance bachelor’s and master’s degrees from Marshall, and he has a doctorate in journalism and mass communications from Ohio University.

 

His textbook/resource book, Media Writer’s Handbook, a Guide to Common Writing and Editing Problems, is in its seventh edition and third decade of continuous publication. It has been purchased at more than 300 colleges and universities in the United States and abroad.

Dr. Arnold is the author of more than 50 professional and academic articles and has written a short story, One Minute Past Christmas, and two novels, Wyandotte Bound, and Old Mrs. Kimble’s Mansion.

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