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Empathic Equation Teaser

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LGBTQ+ Shifter Romance

Date Published: July 31, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press

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Nootaikok is losing himself to his empathy. Can Amaruq call him back to love
and to bed?

There’s a terrible loneliness in being surrounded by a million minds,
none of which care a whit about you. With his empathic skills expanding
rapidly, Nootaikok is struggling to hold onto his sanity. Only joining with
Amaruq in bed play is sustaining him.

Both of them know bed play won’t save them forever. As the weight of
Nootaikok’s psychic disability pushes down on him, he and Amaruq start
fighting both each other and the world.

Can their love hold them together or will Nootaikok’s deception crush
them?

 

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EXCERPT

 

He couldn’t just hear the couple arguing in the hotel room next to the
one where he lay with his mate. For Nootaikok, their anger, petty as it might
seem to some, was real for them. He wasn’t quite sure what they had
disagreed on. He wasn’t a telepath. However, as the hour crept on from
nine to ten, their bickering increased in intensity even as their volume
dropped. He read violence in the woman half of the pair’s building rage.
Whoever said females were always the victims had their facts wrong.

He got silently out of bed, checking to make sure Amaruq had stayed asleep.
His lover, exhausted from the psychic deluge he’d experienced over the
last half dozen hours, probably wouldn’t wake if he was quiet.

Scooping up his tracker badge, which would show as police or hotel security or
whatever he needed at the moment to humans, he dressed in cast-off clothing
that he’d worn to SearchLight that day. Not bothering with shoes, he
padded silently from the room.

The ebb and flow of their argument was cresting when he pounded on the door.

He felt their startlement and felt the relief from the male half of the pair.

She was the one who opened the door, though. “What?” she snapped.

He took in the belt clenched in her fist and the stench of alcohol on her
breath. He held up his badge. “Security, ma’am,” he said.
“Report was of some disturbing noises coming from this room.”

She snarled soundlessly at him, furious as a caged werewolf. “Go
‘way.”

“I can’t, ma’am.” He darted a glance over her shoulder
as the man, who looked none too sober himself, drunk-walked a little closer to
them. “Sir, are you hurt?”

“What’d you think I’d do? Drug him?” the woman
demanded baldly.

Nootaikok felt the spike in her anxiety and met her gaze. “What did you
give him?”

Her eyes narrowed. “Prove it.”

He wished he’d brought his cell phone. “I intend to.” He
marched into the room, shouldering her aside almost gently. Her drunken state
made her maybe more compliant than she would have normally been. Keeping an
eye on the two of them, he called down to the main desk and made his report.
That done, he ordered the two of them to stand out in the hallway until help
could arrive.

She swung at him with the buckle end of the belt.

He caught it, the sting of the metal making him hiss. He jerked the makeshift
weapon out of her hand and caught her, preventing her from falling when she
staggered into him rather than let go willingly.

By the time security had arrived, he’d gotten them both to lean against
the walls on either side of the corridor. The man was slumping there and the
woman was glaring at him, her face alternating between fear and fury.

After they had been escorted away, he snuck back to bed. It was going to be
difficult to sleep, even though the couple was gone. His empathy was fully
awake now, and he could sense probably half the occupants of the hotel.

Amaruq rolled over, his eyes slitting open. “Still awake?” he
mumbled.

“I’m all right,” Nootaikok lied.

His little white fib, meant only to send his lover back to sleep, backfired as
Amaruq frowned at him.

“Don’t you know better than to lie to a werewolf?”

“Sorry,” Nootaikok said, meaning it. “I just…”

“Do you need me to massage your shoulders again?”

“Maybe you could just rub my back for a minute or two?”
Amaruq’s touch usually helped him rest. It wasn’t magic but
Amaruq’s gentleness came through in everything he did. It was difficult
to dwell on all the emotions he couldn’t fix or completely understand
while his mate caressed him.

That being said, what he felt still tried to invade his mind. He shoved it
away over and over again until Amaruq’s fingers, digging deep, released
his tension and he slept.

* * *

When Amaruq woke fully, it was morning and the clock on the nightstand told
him it was a little after seven. He couldn’t believe he’d slept so
long, not with Mark and Luke in peril. Still, as the guilt rose up to choke
him, he forced himself to take a breath. He was managing it, he told himself,
and even if he wasn’t, there was nothing to be gained from drowning in
negativity.

Besides, he’d come back to the waking world with a sense of urgency and
a hunch that something was about to change. He didn’t know what that
meant exactly, but it definitely came from his precognitive sense, and he
refused to ignore that part of himself any longer.

He rolled over to face Nootaikok, startled to find his lover huddled under the
blankets. Narwhal shifters, at least from what Nootaikok had told him, were
warm blooded and tended to struggle with getting overheated. His mate looked
as though he was freezing. Or trying to hide.

Amaruq settled on his back, staring up at the ceiling. He wanted to reach out
to Mark and get a better sense of the dragon’s location. He thought,
I’ll ask him why it’s me he decided to reach out to once he and
Luke are safe. For now
… He dropped his shields.

Nootaikok seized his arm. “Don’t,” he mumbled.

Startled, Amaruq jumped and tried for something passing calmness. He knew he
didn’t succeed because when Nootaikok opened his eyes, they were bright
with anxiety. “What’s wrong?” Amaruq asked.

“Too many…” Nootaikok visibly stiffened and seemed to pull
himself together. “I don’t want you reaching out to
whoever’s sending you visions without medical assistance nearby.”

Amaruq nodded, his head moving on the pillow as he turned his face toward his
lover. Nootaikok was still bundled up. Frowning, Amaruq said,
“That’s a good point. I’ll wait until we’re at
SearchLight. Now, what’s really wrong?”

 

About the Author

Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender
women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she
created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its
problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host
of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the
contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily
has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate
quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her
website.

Author’s Website

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Emily on Twitter

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Precog’s Perception Teaser

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(Psychic Soulmates 1)

A SearchLight Paranormal Romance

 

LGBTQ+ Shifter Romance

 

Date Published: May 1, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press

 

When the world doesn’t catch fire, Amaruq doubts his precognition.
Can Nootaikok’s love heal him?

 

A stillborn pup, precognition unfulfilled, and raging guilt plague a trans
werewolf. Amaruq’s suspicion that there’s something wrong with
him, and that the death of his and Nootaikok’s child is his fault,
colors all that he does. Traumatized, he denies himself pleasure.

Nootaikok will have none of that. He takes Amaruq on a “working
vacation” back to the scene of Nootaikok’s greatest mistake. As
both of them struggle with feelings of inadequacy and undeservingness, their
bodies and souls still demand release.


Will their fears pull them apart or can passion lead back to love and
forgiveness?

 

Excerpt
Copyright ©2026 Emily Carrington

 

They’d started their mentor/mentee relationship with letters. Amaruq
didn’t know about Jeremy, but for him, the fear of being found out in
this digital age inspired him to write physical correspondence. Amaruq had a
feeling he should be sharing these concerns with his mate, but he
couldn’t bear for Nootaikok to know how guilty he felt. So, he wrote to
the Night Wanderer who had become his friend.

Dear Jeremy,


I hate what I have become. I’m a sneak who doesn’t know how to
apologize to my lover for losing our child. I get it that a stillbirth
isn’t exactly my fault. I did nothing to make it happen. The issue is
that I don’t want to try again. Try for another baby. It wasn’t
just losing our child, our pup, but the dysmorphia I endured being pregnant
when I’ve worked so hard to be my authentic male werewolf self. I do
not, no matter what, regret that Nootaikok and I were trying for a baby. I
don’t. I just don’t want to try again. In spite of my precognitive
vision. That future glimpse guarantees I’ll be pregnant again at some
point, as I saw Nootaikok and I surrounded by werewolf pups of many ages. I
just don’t want to be.

I also dread Nootaikok finding out.


Speaking of dread, I can easily believe Nootaikok is angry with me for making
him leave his position in DC. I’m afraid of the argument we’ll
eventually have. I just wanted to be near you, where I’ve always felt
safe. That’s the wrong kind of emotion to have for someone who
isn’t my mate. Please don’t misunderstand. I’m not sexually
attracted to you in any way. It’s just that you rescued me from the hell
of living under my parents’ roof and inspired me to become part of the
Miscellaneous Magical Creatures Department. It’s just that, now that
you’ve moved to DC, I want to return. I know Nootaikok wouldn’t
get his job back, though, and I don’t want him to be humiliated by
having to walk those same halls every day as just a tracker and not the head
of the whole world’s Tracker Central.

He stopped his pen before he could disclose more about his fears. Surely this
letter, which was basically a rambling jumble of all his terror,
wouldn’t help anything.

He shredded the page and tossed it in the garbage can in the den. There would
be no leaving it around for someone else to discover.

Today, Friday, was his last day of parental leave. On Monday, he’d be
expected to resume his work at the MMCD. He needed to pull himself together.

With that in mind, Amaruq looked around the den and then down at himself. He
still looked slightly pregnant. He’d been slowly exercising away the
pounds he’d gained as he tried to make a hospitable home for their pup
to grow. Since he was a werewolf, he wouldn’t look ready to deliver much
longer. Maybe six weeks total, which would mean another week or two.

He headed for the doorway to the den, determined to go for a run and maybe, by
doing so, make himself feel more grounded in his body and less like a spirit
drifting over the earth, unattached to anything but pain.


They were arguing again. For crying out loud, Nootaikok thought, it’s
like he’s my spouse instead of my tracker partner.

He glared at Luis, the psychic vampire with whom he’d been paired less
than six months ago. Luis was, by all accounts, including his own, one of the
best damn negotiators/spies/hunters/executioners in the United States.
Luis’s prowess was matched only by the arrogance Nootaikok swore
radiated off him in waves now. Funny, but the infernal psychic vampire
hadn’t struck Nootaikok as full of himself when he’d accompanied
Tilthos Charles to the international meeting of magical creatures that had
happened over a year ago.

At first, when he and Luis initially began working together, Nootaikok had
borne Luis’s grief and discontent. Luis’s former tracker partner
had moved with his mate to the nation’s capital, and Luis had been
understandably upset. He and his former partner had worked together for a
decade or more, becoming one of the most formidable tracker teams in the
world.

However, Nootaikok had been dealing with Luis’s grumpiness for close to
half a year, and the frustration he felt was threatening to boil over.

He took in a breath, counting to five before releasing it soundlessly.
“Luis,” he said, “I’m not injured. I heal as quickly
as any werewolf, and I have earned the right to take the risks other trackers
do. Please don’t hamper my working or your own. Going out without
another tracker when I’m standing right here is foolish.” He
paused, saw Luis was about to object, and added, “I don’t want to
be the one to take your dead body back to Tilthos Charles.”

That last got through. Nootaikok could see it in the dropping of Luis’s
shoulders and the way he pressed his lips together. Tilthos Charles, Charlie
to those closest to him, was the alpha of their shared pack. He was also
Luis’s mate and husband. Less than a year ago, Tilthos Charles had been
the target of malicious intent from other werewolves and the former queen of
the grand fae. He’d suffered what would have been called in humans of
the 1900s a “nervous breakdown.” He’d been healed but, since
it was less than twelve months since he’d recovered, Luis was
understandably protective.

“Fine,” Luis muttered. “Are you ready to go?”

Nootaikok checked the gun in its holster at the small of his back.
“Yes.”

“Come on then.” Luis strode out of his office, leading the way
toward the back parking lot.

Nootaikok kept pace with him. “Tell me about this one.”

“Didn’t you read the briefing?” Luis demanded.

Sighing, Nootaikok answered, “She’s most likely a werewolf or half
werewolf. It’s unlikely she’s from the United States as the humans
she’s left alive say she spoke to them in a thick Russian accent. That
doesn’t preclude her being from the US, though.”

“Or she’s been sent here.”

They settled into Luis’s car, which Nootaikok didn’t like, because
it meant Luis got to drive. Luis was his alpha’s mate, and Nootaikok
wasn’t a werewolf so dominance didn’t affect him as much. Still,
he liked being in charge of his own transportation. Years of being the senior
member of his own tracker team had spoiled him. Also, when he’d been the
leader of Tracker Central in Washington, DC, he hadn’t been at
anyone’s mercy.

“One of the sharpshooters managed to get a tag on her,” Luis said.
“Let me check the GPS and see if she’s still where they left
her.”

“She was in a village not too far from here,” Nootaikok said. He
wanted to ask why the sharpshooter hadn’t taken her out since
she’d been killing humans. Before he could formulate the question in a
way that would possibly cause less offense, Luis cursed.

“She’s headed toward the pack house.”

Nootaikok pulled out his phone as Luis peeled out of the parking lot.

Luis commanded, “Call the house. Tell whoever’s there to get
everyone inside.”

 

 

About the Author

Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender
women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she
created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its
problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host
of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the
contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily
has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate
quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her
website.

Author’s Website

Emily on Facebook

Emily on Twitter

Publisher on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok: @changelingpress

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LGBTQ+ Shifter Romance

Date Published: March 27, 2026

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In every relationship, there’s always a choice. Choosing wrong may
cost these heroes everything.

 

 

Werewolf’s Choice (Para Schooled 1)
Werewolf society has little
tolerance for a lone wolf like Don, a man with a complicated past. It’s
hard for him to learn to trust, yet pack life calls to his wolf nature. When
two basilisks offer a chance at romance, Don refuses to accept anything more
than a physical relationship. Will his stubbornness get him and his new
partners killed?
Dark’s Lover (Para Schooled 2)
When Blagden, a Night
Wanderer-Singer, meets Caleb, he is drawn to the Grand Fae’s struggle to
accept his new life. Caleb’s son is blind and the Grand Fae have cast
out all disabled children. But Blagden has a terrible secret. He inadvertently
steals energy from those he loves. When SearchLight is attacked, Blagden must
choose between the Fae he loves and his resolve never to steal energy again.
Kaito’s Silence (Para Schooled 3)
Kaito has always been attracted
to werewolves of the opposite gender — until he meets his new sign language
tutor, a flamboyant wolf named Stefan. As Kaito struggles with his own
sexuality, Stefan starts to feel like an experiment. Can their love thrive or
will Kaito’s indecision push them apart?
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EXCERPT

from Werewolf’s Choice

For Don Sanderson, disabled werewolf, life couldn’t have been
better.

He was three thousand miles from the pushy alpha werewolves of Washington, DC.
He was starting a new job. And life was just great in general. He’d
always wanted to travel and thought he’d never get the chance.

Mostly because of his wheelchair.

But here he was, rolling across the parking lot toward the carefully concealed
entrance to the SearchLight Academy campus in California. It was early March
and the whole of Death Valley was awash in wildflowers. The perfume in the air
was glorious and he’d never felt so glad to be alive.

Well, all right, that was laying it on a bit thick. He recognized his desire,
as a therapist, to be healthy and positive in his daily thoughts. This
wasn’t perfect because Timothy wasn’t with him. Timothy, damn him,
was gone.

Don paused to survey the flowers that crowded right up to the edge of the
parking lot. He smiled. Come May or June, there wouldn’t be any flowers.
The heat baking off the pavement could fry an egg. Or maybe even melt his
tires. But for now, he was content to park outside instead of in the garage.
He’d never thought to see Death Valley and get to celebrate its beauty.

Hell, he’d often thought he’d be under the flowers instead of
surveying them. Werewolf culture had little tolerance for a lone wolf, and yet
they didn’t want him to be part of a pack either. Disabled in more ways
than one, he wasn’t desirable. Yet, they couldn’t just leave him
be because “lone wolves are dangerous, ravenous beasts and separated
from society, they often go insane.”

He’d been raised on that truth, but he wasn’t insane. He had a
pack, of sorts. He had SearchLight. It wasn’t the same, and he knew it.
Being in a wolf pack, surrounded by your kind, was like being given a drink of
water after days of thirst. There was something that called to a wolf’s
soul when it came to pack living. But Don had been nicknamed. His full name
was Donald. Nicknaming was disrespectful, and he’d been ostracized. No
one wanted him.

Well, maybe dead, they wanted him. But only SearchLight could use his talents
as he was now: a therapist capable of helping others heal.

He entered the hidden passage, taking the gentle slope down toward the heart
of SearchLight’s new campus for students of all ages. There had
originally been only one SearchLight campus, in Washington, DC. Now there was
this second campus, in the Mojave Desert, shielded from humans and dangerous
magical creatures alike.

He traveled through the whispering silence and smiled when the almost creepy
stillness was broken by laughter. This place was so new everything practically
squeaked. There weren’t any security officers here, not until June, and
only some of the professors had reported. He was supplemental staff, and
technically he didn’t have to be here until April first, but he’d
been so very glad to get out of DC…

There was housing here, as there wasn’t in the nation’s capital.
Being all underground and far from usual human habitation, it was easier to
have apartments here than in the Panamint Mountains, which were relatively
nearby. Soon, Don would be hiding his car inside because he wouldn’t be
going anywhere. But today was his first day and he’d longed to be
outside with the fifty other cars.

They were hidden from standard human perception by leprechauns magic and other
concealment spells, but right now, the parking lot was simply another place
for anyone to leave their vehicle because the whole national park was open to
visitors. Hiding in plain sight was SearchLight’s favorite trick.

It was still early, barely eight o’clock. He wheeled his way down to the
cafeteria, following the signs, and thinking that he’d love to have
breakfast in his own apartment. Even well-prepared food, when it was
mass-produced, tasted nothing like home cooking.

When he was finally in the cafeteria, he balanced a tray on his lap and rolled
through the line. He was aware of people looking at him but that was okay. His
right leg ended just below his knee. It was normal for people to steal little
glances in his direction. He had two psychic senses even though most LGBTQ
werewolves only had one. He could always tell when he was being watched,
particularly with negative intent, and he was a telekinetic. He could have
rolled along with the tray floating an inch or two off his lap, but why show
off? He drew plenty of attention without that.

Reaching a table that was specially designed to allow a wheelchair to roll
underneath, he smiled. He was one of two wheelchair-bound staff, and there
might be students coming in with similar disabilities. Since Dr.
Sowerby’s decree, two years gone, that all SearchLight Academy buildings
must be ADA compliant, more and more disabled magical creatures had flocked to
the school designed for, and catering to, magical creatures.

“Do you mind if we join you?”

He glanced up as he set his tray on the table. It was a female who had spoken,
a female basilisk, and he rapidly searched through the list of names he kept
in his head. He didn’t know all of the faculty at the SearchLight
Academy back East, but he thought… “Ms. Vaughn?”

She blinked beautiful golden-brown eyes at him. “We’ve never met.
How do you know my name?”

“I’ve had students mention your classes.”

“That’s impossible,” she returned as she and the male
basilisk with her sat down. “I’m not a teacher yet. This fall will
be my first term.”

Confused, he ventured, “Aren’t you the languages expert, Ms. Susan
Vaughn?”

Her companion chuckled. “Now I understand,” he said. “No,
Susan is my sister. I’m Xavier Vaughn and this is my wife,
Cassidy.” He briefly touched a light chain around his neck when he
spoke.

Cassidy Vaughn smiled at her husband. Then she returned her attention to Don.
“And you are?”

He hesitated. Not because he didn’t want to share his name but because
he didn’t know how they would react to his nickname. He’d been
known as “Don, the psychic wolf.” He’d been called deformed,
not just because of his leg but because of his other disability and his status
as a bisexual wolf.

“You’re the therapist, I think,” Xavier said.
“I’ve seen you around the DC campus a couple of times.” He
seemed to want to give Don a little more time because he continued. “I
was filling in for Professor Boyle last fall when he took off time to write a
book.”

“You were teaching parapsychology?” Don frowned slightly.
“I’m sorry — if I should remember you, I don’t.”

Xavier chuckled. “I have a way of fading into the background. It’s
one of my psychic talents.”

Cassidy leaned forward and took a sip of her coffee. “What’s your
name?”

Oh, to hell with it. Damned be all the stereotypes that went with a werewolf
being given a nickname instead of his full born-with identifier.
“I’m Don Sanderson. You’re right, I’m the head
therapist here in Death Valley. I used to work off campus at the Healing House
where attack victims and bullies alike were sent to recover and change their
ways. I’ve only visited the campus twice…” Then he realized
where Xavier might have seen him. “I gave a lecture on bullying behavior
to all the professors and staff last fall.”

“That must be where I saw you.”

Something in Xavier’s reply made Don raise his eyebrows. But the male
basilisk didn’t respond to the questioning look.

Cassidy was toying with a little key on a bracelet. She had a pleased smile on
her face. Don turned his questioning look on her.

“Nothing,” she answered his glance. But she took Xavier’s
hand and smiled at her husband as if they had a secret.

A rush of jealousy rushed through Don in that moment. He wanted so badly to be
looked at in that way, where he held enigmas with a lover. He wished briefly
that these two beautiful people were looking for a third…

About the Author

Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender
women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she
created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its
problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host
of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the
contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily
has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate
quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her
website.

Author’s Website

Emily on Facebook

Emily on Twitter

Publisher on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok: @changelingpress

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A Sticks & Stones Romance

Marisburg Chronicles 9

 
M/M Romance Suspense

Date Published: March 6, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press

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Riku takes charge in bed, but will he have any control over the
day-to-day decisions of a marriage?

 

Money and status differences challenge Riku and Theo to find a middle ground.
Their passion is white-hot, but their ideas of living comfortably are at odds.
As their wedding nears, driven forward by Theo’s parents’ sense of
guilt, Riku feels the old urge to run.

Riku refuses to give into this impulse at first, but as the comparison between
his emotional scars and the mountains of Theo’s familial expectations
grow, Riku fears running will be the only less-than-honorable course left to
him.

Theo isn’t blind to Riku’s struggles but he doesn’t
understand what’s wrong. Each time he reaches out, Riku reaches back,
yet they never quite connect. Will their need for each other overcome their
differences, or will their passion be subsumed by a wave of conflicting
desires?

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Excerpt

It was the day after the children had left for the summer. There would
be ESY, of course, extended school year, but Riku hadn’t been asked to
participate. He’d only been a teacher at the Colton school for the deaf
since January, so it made sense he wouldn’t be first pick for ESY. He
would have normally chewed over that until he was ill, but since Theo had gone
back to work in February, they were living relatively comfortably.
Riku’s student loans still put a squeeze on him, but he could manage
without panicking.

He was sorting through papers posted on the walls. Most of them had gone home
with their makers yesterday, but there were a few that hadn’t been
collected. These he grouped into a folder he marked “leftover
assignments” and stored for early September.

He glanced toward where Theo was wiping down desks, and Riku had to catch his
breath. His fiancé was dressed in casual clothes, but he looked like a
Greek statue come to life. Attired in a green T-shirt and jeans shorts, he
looked younger than he was because of the cutoffs, but not like jailbait. He
was thirty-two, having gained another year in mid-April. Unfortunately, Riku
had also aged a year, so they were still a decade apart.

The brush of Theo’s medium brown hair on his green-clad shoulders made
Riku think of a book he’d read in high school. It had been about a man
who could sing magic into the world. His hair had been red as his Irish
heritage, but the physical differences didn’t matter. Theo could
definitely have sung magic into Riku’s heart, or anywhere else he chose.
His broad shoulders stretched the T-shirt over his pectorals and his shorts
showed off his long, muscular legs.

If they weren’t at school, Riku would have suggested they quit working
and go goof off instead. Unfortunately, they weren’t in their rented
room in Marisburg.

Turning his attention back to his chosen task, he went to the bookshelf and
started organizing the books. Ninety percent of the books were in print, but
the remaining ones were in print and braille, for his students who, like Theo,
had Usher Syndrome or other hearing/vision challenges. He wasn’t the
braille teacher, could barely feel the dots under his fingers, truth be told.
Still, he liked the idea of providing all kinds of different access to
literature. Probably that was part of what made him an effective English
teacher.

With his back to Theo as he organized the books, he reflected that today most
likely wouldn’t see the two of them making love.

Half a year ago, Theo’s parents, courtesy of his father’s quick
tongue, had alienated themselves from their son. Mr. Billings had told Theo
that if he could prove himself self-sufficient for six months, he would be
welcomed back into the familial fold. Theo’s father had apologized, all
but falling over his words in an attempt to retreat from the ultimatum but
Theo had taken up the challenge.

Now it was the end of that six months. Theo hadn’t been out of
communication with his parents, but certain topics, like his relationship with
Riku, had been off-limits. As had his access to the family fortunes.

Theo had been, for the past six months, surviving on his own brilliant mind
and on his ability to work from anywhere. Today, though, Theo would be
reopening full communication with his parents.

Riku wasn’t sure if he should be dreading that time as much as he was.

It wasn’t that Theo hadn’t been talking to his parents. He just
hadn’t accepted any monetary handouts from them, and he’d refused
to discuss his relationship with Riku. It was easy to trust him, to believe he
had suspended those ties temporarily. Theo was prideful and wouldn’t
bend. Besides, the two of them had engaged in actual arguments about money,
like any other couple.

Riku found himself smiling. Those fights had always ended in makeup sex,
almost like they were a new kind of foreplay. He hadn’t always won the
arguments, like the one they’d had about moving out of his ex’s
house and into a rented room.

To save on money, he’d wanted to stay “just a little longer”
despite the fact that they’d been sleeping on an air mattress in his
ex’s living room. The word “uncomfortable” didn’t
begin to define that situation but it had felt safe because Riku had been able
to pay bills without worrying where he would rest at night.

Theo had ultimately been the hero of that fight because he’d shown Riku
how selfish he was being. His lover had managed it without making Riku feel
bad, which was almost a miracle.

So, why was he so tangled up about bringing the Billings parents back into the
picture? They’d apologized for calling him Theo’s Asian fetish,
which was apparently the worst offense in their eyes. Shouldn’t he
forgive them?

No, he thought. There’s an essential disconnect between how I view the
world and how they do. We can’t resolve that.

Hands closed on his shoulders, and he realized he’d been standing still
instead of cleaning. He relaxed into the familiar touch of Theo’s
skilled fingers as Theo began massaging his shoulders and that spot where he
carried ninety percent of his tension, which was at the base of his skull. He
must have been unmoving for quite a while because Theo, partially deaf and
visually impaired as well, sometimes missed things that happened around him.
He’d noticed today, though.

Riku turned and Theo dropped one hand into Riku’s palm. He signed,
“What’s wrong?”

“I’m borrowing trouble,” he said and signed. He caught the
light playing over Theo’s hair and reached up to touch a lock that had
fallen in front of Theo’s eyes. “You’re gorgeous, you know
that?”

“Thank you.” He laughed. “I do know, but I also am aware
that you’re avoiding talking about whatever’s bothering you.
What’s wrong?”

Riku shook his head, remembered Theo might not be able to see that, and
answered, “I don’t want to talk about it here.”

“Maybe we should go home, and we should resume this cleaning
tomorrow?”

He didn’t want to go back to the rented room and face Theo’s
parents. “I’d better finish up here or it’s going to drag on
all summer.”

“By yourself?”

“You can go back if you want,” Riku offered.

“Why don’t I stay with you, keep you out of your head?”

Riku hugged him, feeling the warmth of Theo’s skin on his forehead as he
leaned against him. “I love you. Thank you for understanding how much I
need you to be with me right now.”

Theo kissed him, angling his head so their noses didn’t bump. “I
love you.” He smacked Riku’s hip lightly. “Now. Let’s
get cleaning. I don’t just love you.” He signed into Riku’s
hand. “I crave your touch.”

“And my mouth, I hope,” Riku signed back. “I’ve wanted
to taste you for days.”

 

About the Author

Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender
women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she
created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its
problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host
of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the
contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily
has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate
quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her
website.

Author’s Website

Emily on Facebook

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Publisher on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok: @changelingpress

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Marisburg Chronicles (#8)

Romantic Suspense / LGBTQ

Date Published: February 6, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press

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Spontaneity can be both exciting and terrifying for everyone involved.

When Riku ran from the trouble caused by his lover’s family, he
wasn’t quite sure what he was running to. He left his beloved behind,
abandoning his heart’s desire in the name of escape. Now, in a job he
loves but missing that critical piece of his soul, he mourns, longing for the
companionship as much as the sexual tension.

Theo has given chase, all the way across the country. He wants closure if
nothing else, but that would be a terrible second choice. What he longs for is
to have Riku back in his life and in his bed.

Now, with all the time and former distance between them, can Riku and Theo
move past the merely physical cravings of “I missed you” to a
confession of their true feelings?

 

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had taken off in the late nineties and seemed to grow
exponentially every year. Theo’s parents’ company wasn’t
exactly the only universal design organization that worked with people of all
different abilities, but it had been one of the first to open its doors and
actually make a profit.

Every time Theo had to recite that bit of historical dogma, he felt both proud
and like he was rubbing his competitors’ noses in shit. He was so glad
to have a job when many people with visual impairment and hearing loss
couldn’t find work, but he was also profoundly aware that HUM traded as
much in bad press for others as it did in good reviews.

He leaned back in the seat of the Audi and closed his eyes, effectively
shutting out the world. He wore headphones that the driver could talk through
to get his attention if need be, but mostly the noise cancelling was to soothe
his over-stressed brain. He’d just spent four days at a conference
touting the importance of the universal design company, using the catch phrase
his parents’ marketing team had come up with three or four years ago:
Charity begins at HUM.

He was suddenly distracted by a wet nose on his ankle. He tended to wear
low-riding socks when he wasn’t in public and today was no exception.
His service dog was either just shifting or she was asking for pets. He
reached down without opening his eyes and found her head. He rubbed her
stand-up ears affectionately. She shifted a little closer and lifted her head,
giving him access to the spot under her chin. She liked to be scratched there.

Grinning, breathing out a good chunk of stress, and feeling grateful for
Capitaine’s monitoring of his mood, Theo murmured, “Good
girl.”

“Did you say something, sir?” Carlton asked through his
headphones.

“Nope.” He felt his grin stretch. “Capitaine just needed
some attention.”

“Very good, sir.”

He couldn’t break Carlton of the habit of calling him “sir.”
Probably that was because the man was former military. Theo supposed it was
better than not getting any respect, but the stiff interactions he had with
the family’s staff made him extraordinarily self-conscious. He much
preferred the occasionally awkward discussions he had with the businesspeople
he worked with. Often, their responses were confused, as they were unsure how
to talk to someone who was mostly deaf and losing more vision weekly, or so it
seemed.

His phone rang, buzzing against his leg and sounding in his ears. He pressed a
button and said, “Hello, this is Theodore Billings.” He
didn’t recognize the number, but that wasn’t unusual. He got lots
of random calls from folks trying to get him to fund their project or
business.

“Sir, it’s Omar Jeffries. I’m sorry I’m calling from a
strange number, but my cell is dead and I forgot my charger in the
hotel.”

The private investigator sounded excited, or at least not as discouraged as he
had during the last three conversations over the last two months. Theo sat up
a little straighter and, after giving Capitaine one more pat, turned all his
attention to finding out what Omar knew. “Good news?” he asked,
trying to make his voice casual. He failed as a frisson of excitement bubbled
up.

“I’m in Pennsyltucky and –”

Theo frowned and before he could stop himself, he asked, “Do you mean
Pennsylvania?” He didn’t like unfriendly names for things. He
tended to think there was too much division in the country at large.

Omar took a breath. “Yes, sir. Sorry. I’m in a rural part of the
state and even if this little town is a hotbed of culture, it’s
surrounded by farmland and…”

Theo heard him take another breath. Whatever he had to tell, he was letting
his passion overcome his caution.

Did that mean he’d found something concrete?

“It’s a little town west of Philadelphia. Maybe an hour outside
the city.”

“What’s the proof you’ve found this time?”

“Not just proof, boss. He’s actually living in a house with a gay
couple. I’ve seen him, and he and the one man went out and bought him
some new clothes, I think.”

Jealousy threatened to swallow Theo’s common sense then. He blurted,
“Did they… Is Riku their third?”

“I don’t think so. I snuck a peek in the window when he forgot to
shut the curtains. He sleeps downstairs on an inflatable mattress, although I
don’t know why he doesn’t sleep on the couch that’s
available.” He paused and then added, “Maybe he’s too tall
to be comfortable. It’s more like a loveseat than a sofa.”

Theo’s heartbeat had picked up. He closed one hand into a loose fist and
put it against his chest as hope coursed through him. “What’s he
doing there?”

“I think he’s looking for work. He’s bought, or had bought
for him, actually, a new suit.”

“Philadelphia… All right. I’ll get plane tickets and fly
out there. What’s the name of the town?”

“It’s more like a tiny village than a town. It’s called
Marisburg.”


Riku Watanabe, feeling like a caged bird, stared in horror at the orange cat
fur that coated his suit jacket and trousers. “Fuck,” he
whispered. He reminded himself the interview wasn’t today, that there
was time to wash the clothing again, only… wasn’t at least part
of the suit supposed to be dry cleaned? He couldn’t remember. He plunged
his fingers into his hair and groaned. It wasn’t that he didn’t
like cats, although he preferred dogs. He just didn’t need anything else
to go wrong before his interview at the school for the deaf tomorrow.

Someone touched his shoulder and he jumped. He could be snuck up on easily
with his limited hearing, but that didn’t mean he liked being startled.
He opened his mouth to snap at Peter, remembering just in time that Peter
might be able to read his lips. He was here on sufferance, or that was what it
felt like, and he didn’t want to offend one of his hosts.

Since coming to Marisburg, Pennsylvania, shortly before the Christmas holiday,
he’d nearly gotten himself thrown out due to rudeness on more than one
occasion. He didn’t want that to happen, not with his future on the
line.

Peter raised an eyebrow in inquiry and Riku shook his head, flapping his hands
helplessly. Then he pointed at the suit, which he’d laid, neatly, in a
cardboard box to keep it from getting dirty. Or at least that had been the
vain hope.

Peter took a look and his mouth opened, releasing a sound that was loud but
undeniably amused. He shut his mouth an instant later, looking embarrassed.

Riku shook his head and signed, “You’re laughing at me?”

“Do you know anything about cats?” Peter signed back. Then,
without waiting for Riku to respond, he continued. “Cats love boxes.
‘If I fits, I sits,’ applies to cats. They especially love being
surrounded by walls, or a semblance of walls, on all sides. That’s why
cat scales in a veterinarian’s office are often squares with pretty tall
sides.” He peered at the suit. “Tracks has really made himself at
home. Let me get the lint rollers. At least he didn’t put any holes in
the fabric.”

Peter was gone about two minutes, long enough for Riku to reconsider his
frustration level. When Peter reappeared, Riku asked, his hands trembling just
a little with nerves, “Would Abe give me a ride to the school, do you
think?” He didn’t want to mention the rideshares and how they
might not get him to his destination on time tomorrow. He wasn’t sure if
asking Abe was a bigger imposition than he already assumed. If he hadn’t
had to give up his car in Colorado, or stop using his credit card in Ohio,
maybe he wouldn’t feel so trapped. He’d been without a job for
over a year, and seven months ago he’d packed up what little he thought
he could manage to use that actually belonged to him, and he’d fled
East.

Swallowing hard, he watched Peter anxiously.

Peter set down both lint brushes and frowned at him. “Of course Abe will
take you. The two of us may not agree with some of your spontaneous actions
but we want to see you happily employed.” He paused and then added,
“I mean, you know a lot about teaching English.”

Riku flushed. He’d been ranting, really, about the differences between
ASL and spoken English and how learning both was a challenge for anyone, but
especially for the deaf community. The languages shared much in common, but
the ways they were different outnumbered the similarities.

Peter pointed at himself. “I thought ASL was the superior language, but
you made me realize it’s equal to the spoken word.” He shook his
head, looking rueful. “I wonder if that’s one of the reasons my
wife broke up with me. She could tell I was prejudiced.”


Peter had been married before his union with Abe?
Riku asked silently, then
out loud, “You’re bisexual?”

Peter nodded. Then he changed the subject. “Don’t worry about Abe
missing work or anything. It’s his practice, and if he needs to take
off, ever, he plans for it.”

Riku sighed. “I’m sorry. I’m just anxious. I want this to go
well.”

Peter’s eyes widened. It seemed a strange reaction to Riku’s
words.

Glancing over his shoulder, Riku spotted the Siamese cat, who was a new
addition to the Peter-and-Abe household, rubbing his cheek against the box.
Riku hurried over to rescue his suit before it had cream-colored hairs on it
too.

Peter handed him one of the de-furring brushes. He set his down for a moment
and then signed, “Breathe. You’re going to do a great job
tomorrow. As for your suit, we’ll hang it in the hall closet and keep
the door shut.”

Grateful, Riku nodded and the two of them set about cleaning off the
inordinate amount of cat fur.

As he worked, though, Riku’s thoughts turned, as they often had since
he’d left San Francisco, to the life he’d abandoned. He’d
had few acquaintances that weren’t hangers-on, wanting a handout from
Theo, but he’d had his lover. That had, largely, been enough. Not
because he was a hermit by choice but because most of his interactions with
others had been online. There had been enough drama in the deaf community to
keep people entertained for years, and in the deafblind circles where Theo
sometimes ran, all anyone seemed to be able to do was talk about each other.
Theo had once explained that tendency with “many don’t have access
to the technology that would make reading the news or keeping up with other
current events possible, so, being human, they talk about what they know —
other humans.”

Riku was taking care of the trousers, removing stripes of furry orange from
the dark blue fabric while he chewed over why he missed his old life so much.
It wasn’t just that he’d had a consistent roof over his head. It
wasn’t the creature comforts, although there had been plenty of those.
It was the quiet evenings, snuggled up with Theo while his lover read over
applications. It was the passionate sex and the post-coital cuddles and
kisses.

Was he simply dwelling on the good things he’d left behind? Well, yes…

 

 

About the Author

Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender
women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she
created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its
problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host
of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the
contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily
has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate
quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her
website.

Author’s Website

Emily on Facebook

Emily on Twitter

Publisher on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok: @changelingpress

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