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A 9/11 Conspiracy Novel

 

Historical Fiction

Date Published: 05-12-2023

Publisher: Workbook Press

 

 

As early as December of 1998, the CIA reported that Osama Bin Laden and his
Al-Queda organization prepared for direct attacks against the United States
using hijacked aircraft, prompting the FBI to place Osama Bin Laden on its
Ten Most Wanted List.

In an effort to recruit the best possible Operations Officers to take on
these dangerous terrorist organizations, the CIA approaches a young,
intelligent, and exceptionally beautiful blonde-haired, blue-eyed Sherry
Aspen and sends her into Afghanistan to locate whatever terrorist cells are
hiding there and report these locations back to Langley. But as Sherry soon
discovers, she is but a mere pawn in a much larger game of intrigue and
espionage.

Despite all that she has to give up to obtain the most relevant information
to protect the United States, the CIA turns a deaf ear to what she finds in
the Middle East, except when she learns of a terrorist plot to attack the
Twin Towers in New York City just months after she is deployed. As a result,
Sherry is on the run, not from any of the terrorists in the Middle East who
may want to kill her, but by the CIA itself.

In this exceptional work of historical fiction, Harvey Havel outlines a
conspiracy theory in the form of a novel that questions whether or not the
tragedy that took place on September 11th, 2001 was really based on the
actions of only one man and not more powerful forces at work, such as the
CIA. By following Sherry Aspen on her mission through such places as
Afghanistan, Pakistan, and Israel, Havel takes us on a thrilling ride that
uncovers what may have been the real reasons behind the 9/11 attacks in
which nearly 3,000 innocent American civilians perished. For anyone
interested in alternate perspectives of what might have caused the 9/11
attacks as well as those who crave high-caliber literary fiction, this
important and carefully-crafted novel is a still very timely and a definite
must-read.

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EXCERPT

Chapter One

January 2000 – Washington D.C., USA

A beauty such as hers is not without its cruelty.  She had a look that could wreck a man’s soul and extinguish whatever hope grows in his heart.  But there is no logic to this beauty.  It just appears there, and once taken in, it never lets go of its hold.  Such was her beauty, and it isn’t the type that enlightens or enlivens.  Rather, a man wants to capture it for himself so badly, that it changes him into a mad hunter without a strategy, without any tools or weapons, without a voice to coo it near so that he could keep her all for himself with all the greed in his heart.  That is the trick – to capture her beauty just for himself, to own her heart, so that she will forever be looking for him, even as she stands right in front of him.

It would be a dream if all she saw was an ugly man.  But in this terrible, ridiculous world, such a woman can never be captured by such ugliness, as her world rests in the arms of other men, clones they are, who look alike and talk alike and have the same odors and highbrow palaver.  They have the same disposition.  She may have held out a sympathetic hand to the ugly and the damned, but she is only meant for the best.  And so, the ugly and the damned have to accept her charity, while she gives her body to the type of men we loathe and want dead.  And while she feels sorry for these ugly men, she makes love to the clones who have stolen and plundered her heart through every era, decade, and century.  There is no disruption to this continuous cycle.  To break it would mark the end of Western civilization.

The rare recessive flower opening to a lesser, colorful one in what is an otherwise planned, orderly, and highly cultivated garden will never be salted by anyone except a God whom a man, in the depths of his own madness, has screamed to in moments of his greatest despair.  Because the ugly man will never win her heart.  He will go so far as to confuse the curse itself – is he himself cursed?  Or is the beautiful woman whom he hunts the real curse?  But the generational copies of her visage that walk passed him wherever he goes will always remain – each copy  different in subtle ways but all equally oblivious to his existence, as women such as she concentrate on those electronic contraptions they thumb in their palms, sorting out other clones who await her arrival at the next dinner party where they all cannibalize each other, if only to protect their collective beauty and sell it to make their millions and declare victory over the Third World, drenching the pitiful parade of the lesser ones with a thunderstorm of their own making.

A woman so fair has to be owned and captured, as that is what heaven and nature had meant by creating her, an agreement between the two, a resolution of sorts to this never-ending conflict that keeps the Earth spinning on its axis, just so the ugly and the damned have her to look up to, for lesser women to dress like her and talk like her, for nations to follow her into endless war zones and broken ghettos just for a glimpse of her figure or a touch of her soft hand.  They need her to be placed on pedestals of worship.  Otherwise, there would be no point to the grueling procession that begins on the bestial floor and extends to the heavens, no point to the pain it takes for the flower to break through dark soil and emerge as a luminous rose, its petals thin, soft, and delicate, then falling to earth to birth many more of them, killing a world of useless weeds.  Because this beauty of hers conquers completely.  While smelling of roses, her blonde locks radiate below us like a thousand brilliant haloes, casting a light so blinding that we as her supplicants see that she doesn’t belong at eye-level but high above, she a substitute for an ascending sun that warms the planets that circle her crown.

It’s curious, then, what the ugly and the damned of this world want with a natural blonde they can’t touch, talk to, or kiss.  They separate her from the rest, despise the clones who win her hand, or perhaps they need her as a sacrifice, to tie her upon an altar and reveal the truth to her about the humbler men she has been avoiding since the beginning of time.  And while giving her body to the clones she has been paired with ever since birth, this woman, not unlike the queen of a nation, obeys the scroll, as she descends from her throne to heal her subjects.  Her empathy for them delivers her to the Earth below only to buoyed up again by a society that refuses to let her drift too far down.

Could it be that her natural blonde hair is the reason for this?  Or her suntanned buttery skin, perhaps?  Do those blue crystal eyes of hers, rammed into the consciousness of every dark-colored boy at an early age, cause a rat race in which a lowly man can never compete no matter how great his own potential?  Her body doesn’t represent a prize or a trophy to be won, though, as incomprehensible as that may seem.  Her descent from the heavens signifies the need to possess her or to cast a spell that only an ugly and damned man could conjure, because there is really no reason for giving her body to those look-alikes, as every man she opens herself to is that way.  Her man is always the king on top of the heap, and it is always the same man.  It is Hell to witness this process.  It sticks within the minds of those most alone, like a dense fog that constricts blackened lungs that exhale dry, hollow coughs of gross injustice in rapid release.  Because the fact that Sherry Aspen lies in bed with the young man she has been paired with is the most intolerable of all injustices.  An ugly, damned, and darkish man can only look upon the two snuggled in their bed in their cozy Vermont chalet and be alarmed at the perfection of their bodies together.  

She was in the throes of a dream when an irregular breath broke her from a sound sleep.  Her soft bronze arms had been wrapped around her lover that night, and she carefully untangled herself from his strong back and neck.   She lifted herself up from the king-sized bed and tiptoed into the kitchen to pour herself a glass of cold milk.  Outside her window, the first winter snowfall fell upon dry pinecones that were nestled beneath tall evergreens.  It forecasted good skiing that morning.  As the sun broke over the rolling Green Mountains, she heard a soft wind curling against the windows.  Luckily, her muscles weren’t at all sore from a full day of skiing the day before.  Her boyfriend’s muscles, the man she was sure to marry after they both graduated from Georgetown in just a week’s time, weren’t sore either.  They would both be graduating early after winter exam week.

She made sure not to wake him, as the kitchen was close enough to the large room where they slept.  After the milk she drank coated her throat, she made a pot of dark roast she bought from the gourmet coffee shop down the access road.  It had a chocolate aftertaste to it.  She usually liked her coffee light and sweet, but her tastes had changed ever since she met the handsome gentleman who may have one day become her husband.  As she sipped her coffee, she heard his breathing, his body rising and falling in the bed that they shared.  She would soon wake him by caressing his face, she thought, or maybe running her hand through his thick brown hair.  His body was strong and lean, his muscles discernible through the silk sheets under which he slept.  She had never beheld such a beautiful body, and as she stared out into the evergreens and up towards the snow-laden mountains, she caught her reflection in the window just then.  

She agreed that she was just as beautiful, and together they would complement each other’s beauty.  They belonged at the dinner parties and the wedding receptions. They were the same, as though they grew up in the same region, or perhaps they looked like cousins from the same stock.  They were the ones the commoners saw in the magazines and the television ads, as the rich were just more interesting.  They held hands, smiled, and loved life completely, because, believe it or not, such a world did exist.  She lived in it exclusive of others who simply lived around it and always wanted to get in it.  And those who were scraped off the sides could only cast their stones at the pig-fuck at the center where the two of them stood.  The commoners weren’t exactly envious of them but upset at the corruption they generated and the unfairness of it all, or at least that’s how she saw everyone beyond her circle.  If she simply stooped to the outcast, the scapegoat, or the leper, she would have touched their defects with enough of her beauty to last lifetimes, but instead, with her boyfriend and college peers in the way, she stood as an obstacle to the dreams and wishes of the feeble and disfigured ones who fell into the abyss were she had pushed them.  So, we cast our stones at them and preach revolution once every century.

There too were the ones who supported and surrounded the couple with ingratiating remarks and sycophantic regards, as they secretly longed to be touched and anointed by their powers and were immediately sucked in just by being mere acquaintances of theirs.  And when reality beckons them back to their mediocre lives, these sycophants confirm their secret hatred for the couple.  Even if the masses had nothing but iron and lead, they would forge crowns for the couple, kiss their tender hands as rulers of a new civilization that promised beauty and prosperity, as those closest to them quietly weave crowns of thorns for their execution as they slept.

After her coffee, she sat by him on the bed.  She ran her delicate hands through his hair.  For several moments he did not stir, and so she ran her hands down his back, which soon awakened him.

“What’s wrong?” he said, coming out of sleep.  “What time is it?”

“It’s seven in the morning,” she said.

“Sherry, go to sleep.  The mountain doesn’t open for another couple of hours.  We have all day.”

“I can’t sleep anymore.”

He turned over on his back.  His chest faced her.  She bent down and kissed his lips.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing’s wrong.”

“Then what are you doing up?”

“I was just thinking.”

“About what?”

“Our future.”

He chuckled at this and said, “what about our future?”

“Can you tell me the story?”

He chuckled again and had her lie down next to him.  She curled in close to him, and as he caressed her blonde locks, he began telling the story of their lives together as man and wife one day.

“First, we finish college,” he whispered into her ear.  “We have to do that.  Every couple must do that.  I will graduate with a degree in Economics, and soon I’ll intern for my Dad’s public relations firm downtown.  We’ll get a nice big house, a place to raise our family, with a wide lawn and a large backyard and a swimming pool.  And the house will be close to campus where the both of us are living now.  And once I work with my Dad for a few months, I’ll fly up to Cambridge, to Harvard Law School, and attend classes there.  Once I graduate and pass the Bar, I’ll return to DC to work for my father.  I’ll eventually head the place, you see, but that is not enough.  I want to lead.  I was born to lead.  I’ll eventually work with one of my Dad’s friends who sits on the Senate, and I’ll get to know how things are run in DC as an insider.  Then, once I learn the ropes, I’ll run for the Senate myself.  And do you know what?  I’ll win.”

“For California?”

“Yes, of course.  Once I’m a Senator, we can finally live just how we’ve always wanted to.  We’ll live on the ocean in Malibu, or how about Santa Barbara?  We’ll raise our beautiful children there, and everything will be just fine.”

“And what about me?”

“Ah, yes.  That is the best part of the story.  First, you finish school with me with a degree in Biology.  And while I intern with Dad, you’ll move up to Cambridge and go to Harvard Medical School, as we planned.  There, you will train to become a pediatrician who helps troubled kids all over the world, especially those people in those poor places, like Africa and India.  Soon, I will follow you up to Cambridge and join you there.  After a few years, I will have my law degree, and you will be a licensed medical doctor.  We can then get married and have a huge wedding in California.”

“What kind of wedding will it be?”

“It will be the most beautiful, lavish, and expensive wedding the state of California has ever seen.  All the most important government people will be there, maybe even the President and the First Lady, if their schedule permits.  You will be brought into one of the great remaining American families.  You, an Aspen of Vermont.  Can you imagine it?  The joining of two wonderfully open-hearted families?  The wedding will be covered by the press and put on all the celebrity TV shows.  We’ll be American celebrities, because your dress will be the most beautiful wedding dress ever made.”

“All of those stars and important people?”

“Yes.  They are already friends of the family.  They would die to be invited.  It will be like Truman Capote’s party at the Plaza Hotel in the 1950s, because that’s what my Mom and Dad want.”

“But my family isn’t known at all.   Won’t people think I’m not good enough?”

“You will be the star who is born right in front of the world’s eyes.  It doesn’t matter whether or not your family is known.  You will be a part of our family.”

“But my family is middle class.”

“Not that bad off.”

“Compared to yours, mine is poor.”

“Well, you don’t have to worry about that ever again, okay?  Myself and my family will always have your family covered.”

“We’re a simple farming family,” she said.

“I know, dear, but my family will always take care of your family.  I promise.  We’ll have no problems.  Not a worry in the world.”

“I will pay you back for medical school.  You know that, right?”

“Yes, I do.  You will pull your own weight, like you insist on doing.  But until that time, I’ll be paying for your medical school, and we’ll soon be living in Cambridge together until we’re both done.  And then we’ll return to DC and work, traveling to California and back when we need to.  This is when I’m a Senator and you’re a doctor taking care of all those sick children and infants.”

“It sounds so wonderful.”

“That’s because it is wonderful, Sherry,” he said, caressing her cheek.  “I just don’t know why you’re so worried all the time.  As long as I’m around, nothing will ever happen to you.  You’re with me.  Sometimes you act like you’re a lost little girl in the forest looking for shelter, and you think that every shelter you find is a temporary one.  You’ve got to relax.  You’re with me.  So kiss me, okay?”

She leaned over his hairless chest and kissed his open lips, her mouth taking in his tongue, and together they locked lips, tongues, and bodies.  His free hand moved beneath her prairie night gown and traveled along one of her buttermilk thighs.  She liked his hand there, and just when he moved it between her legs and up towards the middle, she stopped him.

“What?  What’s the matter?” he asked.

“I’m not feeling it,” she said.

“Not feeling it?  We used to make love all the time, and lately you just stop like there’s something wrong.  Is there something wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong.”

“Maybe it’s something about me?”

“No, there is nothing wrong about you, or me, or us, or our future, or anything like that.”

“Then why can’t we make love, Sherry?  Something must be wrong.”

“There’s nothing wrong,”

“Then?  Have you been seeing your therapist?  What does she say?”

“Why is sex so important to you?  Why do we have to have sex all the time?  It’s like you want it every night.”

“We haven’t made love in a very long time, Sherry.  I just need it.  I just do, okay?  I need to be inside of you as much as I can, because I have to make sure that you are mine.”

“But I am yours.  And you’re inside my heart.  You don’t literally have to be inside of me.  We have a connection far beyond that.”

“Sometimes, Sherry, we need to feel it, our two bodies touching, my skin on yours, my body inside yours.  We used to do that all the time.  And if we do it now, then we’ll be connecting with all of that other stuff you talk about.  We will connect emotionally, spiritually, and all of that other stuff.”

“It’s not ‘other stuff.’,” she said, climbing off his body.  “See, that’s the problem.  It’s just ‘stuff’ to you.  That ‘stuff’ is all we should need.”

“So what are you saying?  We shouldn’t sleep together ever again?”

“I’m not saying that,” as she got up and paced with her arms folded near the foot of the bed.  “Let’s just take our time, because I want that connection, all three of them burning at once – physical, spiritual, emotional.”

“We’re going to be married.  I love you.  Can’t you see that?”

“I know.  But just stop pushing me all the time.  Just get out of bed, get on your Chilly’s and pour yourself a cup of coffee.  The lifts start spinning in a couple of hours.”

“I’m getting sick of this,” he said, throwing off the covers.  “I don’t know how long I can stand this shit.”

“Are you saying you won’t wait for me?”

“I have no idea what we’re waiting for.  What are we waiting for?  Tell me.”

“I want to wait.  That’s all.  I want you that badly.”

“You already have me.  What’s the problem?”

“Not yet,” she said.  “There’s a piece that’s missing.” 

“What?!”

She smiled sympathetically, returned to the kitchen, and resumed staring into the Green Mountains that surrounded the chalet.

“What!” he yelled from the bedroom.

She smiled again and just kept staring out the window.  She knew she had him, but she would make him wait until she broke him like a wild stag.  A man had to be broken and whipped into shape.  Sure, when they first met, she doled it out.  That’s how she kept him coming back.  And for the past year she closed it off, a twist of the spigot of necessary ecstasy until that screw in her mind that had rattled around remained in one place.  She needed more of him.  His soul, perhaps?  

His family had already guaranteed her medical school tuition and the townhouse next to campus.  His beautiful noble parents just waited to hear of their engagement.  Yet nothing had happened officially.  These were just useless rumors and plans in a sea of other useless rumors and plans.  He could have repeated the story of their lives a thousand times over, and she still wouldn’t have been convinced of such a farfetched fairy tale of love and endless happiness.  That one screw that rattled around her head like a mouse running from wall to wall in the attic of her skull plunged her into insecurities that sometimes kept her awake at night.  At those times, when the world was dead, she often needed a drink or a sedative prescribed to her by her therapist to help her sleep.  It was early in the morning again, and she felt as though she had been up all night.  Not sleepy, but exhausted.

Another couple from Georgetown had joined them on their ski trip.  They lodged in the chalet next door on her boyfriend’s dime.  She figured it would be better if she weren’t so isolated all the time, if only to avoid awkward silences, fighting off his libido, and getting on one another’s nerves.  His libido was ferocious at times, and she worried about his getting hot and bothered enough to force her down on the bed and do whatever he willed with her.  She knew he wanted her badly enough that morning but not badly enough to force her down on the bed as she had frequently imagined.  Good Georgetown gentlemen just didn’t do that to the women they would one day wed.  

From what her sorority sisters had told her, men commit far greater sins than women.  But they also said that men like theirs were simply unlike other men.  They had reputations for being true, honorable gents.  Sherry and her boyfriend stood out from that flock.  They were the King and Queen of the Prom, the star quarterback and the head cheerleader, Ken and Barbie, however her sisters frivolously described them – like Charles and Diana, Jack Kennedy and Jackie Bouvier, Bogie and Bacall, Princess Grace and King Alfred.  Such comparisons went on and on, and they thrilled her, even though she never let it show.  

She wanted to be a part of something much larger than her own small New England self, ever since her humble rural parents told her that she would one day marry a prince just like the girl in the children’s books they read to her before bedtime, these same children’s books that never explained anything about the human condition but presented a life that avoided tragic endings.  They taught her to expect the fairy tale, not simply dream about them.  That expectation had been based solely on her beauty.  

Sure, she had brains too, but her beauty always came first.  Brains were for the basement, while beauty was for the penthouse.  It was that simple.  She could have had a thousand brains, but it was more important that she breed more blonde children if only to balance out the population, so that she could be presentable at the places she would one day travel, if only to prove that there was a certain class of people within her great society who would never be bored or lonely, tired or ugly – especially the lonely part, because God didn’t make beautiful women lonely for too long.  Beautiful women always had someone to go out with or visit at night, friends who flattered them and guys who kept them occupied with possibilities of ultimate happiness, even beyond the grave where she sits next to the heavenly Father and rules over the souls of the damned, if only to gain the good Lord’s sympathy for them and rescue her craven flock from the purgatory of never-ending masturbation when no one’s looking.

She forgave them of such a sin, because she already knew what they wanted, and what they wanted was she.  Men didn’t want anything else.  But it was far too late.  She would wed the Georgetown gent – this young, athletic thoroughbred ready to lead the political classes without even lifting a finger.  Sure, they still felt pain, because only their pain was broadcasted over every airwave, newspaper, website, and bubble-gum pop song, and not anyone else’s.  And together, their pains would be the pains of all, as though everyone shared the same pain – from the starving man in the gutter, the leper who falls in love with the jogger wearing tight yoga pants in the park showing off her ass on a nice sunny day, and finally, to the wealthiest men and women on earth.  

Because we all feel pain, and princes and princesses were no exceptions, and because of this, they ought to be excused for not doing too much and succeeding at whatever they did, such that even their simplest mistakes had been rewritten by some fortunate historian who explained them away with the rationale of the great philosophers and sages who haunt the stacks of our most cherished libraries.  Sherry and her boyfriend were not meant to fail no matter what they did.  Her beauty saved her, and together their happiness, beneficence, and power in a land of bewildered mongrels and feeble minds had been cemented.

By the time they ate a light breakfast and donned their ski clothes, the chairlifts spun, and a few early risers had already dotted the dove-white trails that led from the mountain peaks to the base lodges below.  Sherry wore a tight pair of racing pants that clung to her body like a latex condom.  She didn’t wear anything woolen like the others, but rather let her blonde hair fall behind her and her body stand out.  Out of the four of them, she looked like she belonged on a ski magazine cover and not the icy and rocky East Coast slopes where the snow fell heavy and wet.  

Her boyfriend dressed more traditionally and so did her friends from Georgetown, her best friend and her best friend’s boyfriend.  The two guys were fraternity brothers, and the two girls were sorority sisters.  Their fraternities and sororities had been paired together ever since their early foundings, and this foursome represented the ideal pairing of traditionally aligned organizations that could only dissolve if another country nuked the university and all of the fair-skinned people who attended it.  Only the beautiful women went to the sorority she had rushed.  And the favorable, handsome stags went to the fraternity he had pledged, a tribal and ethnic affair that cast its shadow over the undesirables who only wanted a taste of what had been branded into their minds.

Both of their chalets were connected by a slope that led straight to a chairlift at the base of the mountain. Rays of bright sunshine had broken through a partly cloudy sky, and even though it was still very early in the season, there was still enough snow on the ground to have a solid day without the burden of the crowds that would surely populate the area later that season.  They even had to take their final exams in a couple of days.  Despite this, exam week didn’t stop them from the pleasure of their truancy from the august lecture halls and the classrooms of the university.  They never had any reason to worry.  The classes were easy once they got in, as college was no longer a place to learn but more like an amusement park, the buildings and dorms and events as interesting and anticipated as late-night keg parties and one-night stands.  Unless a student wanted to become a professor one day, academics didn’t matter.  Once the name of the place and the degree that came with it had been embroidered into a student’s identity, no one had to worry about academics anymore.  A student could read a single book or all the books in all the libraries on campus, and he or she would still graduate with a ‘B’.  The name of the place counted, but not much else.  One could easily get the same education from a public library but without the benefits of getting drunk and laid every weekend.  If the tuition could be paid, then a diploma could be issued, as the diploma was that slip of fancy paper that put the student in the running for an entry-level job, if he or she were lucky enough.  Otherwise, the kid moves back in with his parents and gets on their nerves.

The group that went skiing right before exam week, however, had nothing to worry about.  Their exams would be multiple choice, their scores scanned by machine, their classes a series of gut courses meant to ensure a breezy ride through the time of their lives.  It was no big deal.  But perhaps they had it tough due to the burdens of privilege.  They had the task of navigating the social scene of the university.  Since they lived and breathed in the center of all things, they had to play their parts without stuttering their words.  They were on display wherever they went.  They avoided the parties and courses that compromised their social rank.  They also made sure to avoid the people who did not look or act like they did.  The beautiful went with the beautiful, the stupid with the stupid, the ugly with the ugly, the damned with the damned.

Sherry had different ideas, though, and this made her even more beautiful in the eyes of the younger students who beheld her on campus.  Her beauty was a kind of charity in itself, as though the sight of her visage made the crops grow.  She cared about the poor, especially the children, as any future First Lady ought to have cared, but she had little idea how to solve the problem of poverty.  Her solution was to become a doctor, but without getting her hands bloody at the same time.  She wanted it both ways – to be rich and be poor, she supposed.  Blood and guts were not things she was used to.  At this time in her life, however, being a pediatrician and the example it would set in a senatorial family fascinated her more than the work it entailed.  But because she had to choose Biology to become a medical doctor, she didn’t have it as easy as her sorority sisters.  

First of all, the sciences had always been tougher than the humanities, as anything with numbers or organisms turned the in-crowd off, but secondly, a major like Biology required more class time, lab work, and heavier books that she lugged around campus in a Tibetan rucksack that was all the rage in Colorado when they skied there last season.

Her decision to become a doctor had been seen as a sacrifice for those poor children who needed her blessings just to survive.  Sherry would soon become the doctor that the children would rather go home with than their own mothers, and consequently, they would long to remain with her than in their own tenement houses on their graffitied city streets at their Cream of Wheat dinners.  On that brisk, early Vermont morning, however, their first order of business was breakfast.

An exclusive restaurant abutted the chalet, and the foursome had met there the night before for apres-ski and dinner.  A waiter seated them at a large window with a view of the ski mountain.  The foursome looked like they had been skiing together since childhood.  To the guests, they looked like they belonged in such a place.  They ordered eggs, bacon, toast, and coffee, but Sherry made sure to watch her weight too.   She left the bacon for her boyfriend, and she ate her egg whites with plain wheat toast, even though she wished it were buttered.

“You’re not eating any more than that?” asked her boyfriend.

“I’m not that hungry this morning.  Plus, I ate before you woke up.”

“God, it’s like you don’t watch your figure enough already,” said her best friend on the other side of her, her auburn hair towel-dry in the sunshine.  She had just taken a shower, even though she would soon spend several hours sweating on the slopes.

“Sherry has to watch her figure,” said Sherry’s best friend’s boyfriend.  “Otherwise, the gossip around campus would snowball.  Isn’t that right, Sherry?”

“Honestly, I’m really not that hungry,” she said.

“Don’t be so dour, honey,” said her boyfriend.  “You’ll have no problem passing that ridiculous Poly-Sci exam.  It won’t be that hard.  It’s not like you really need to pass anyway.”

“I’m not worried about exam week,” said Sherry.

“Then what’s bothering you?” asked her best friend.  “Are you trying to lose weight?”

Sherry said nothing for a few moments and then said, “Nothing.  Nothing’s the matter.  Sorry. I guess I am just worried about exam week.”

Her best friend suddenly summoned the waiter.

“Mamosas all around,” she called.

“No, I couldn’t,” said Sherry.

“Yes!” said her boyfriend.  “Great idea.”

“This occasion definitely calls for high spirits,” said the fraternity brother.

When the flutes of orange juice and champagne arrived at their table, they toasted their ill-timed vacation and downed the Mamosas in one shot.  Sherry felt a little better, now that the atmosphere had become cheery and festive.

“That was a fine idea,” said her boyfriend.  “Feel better?”

“Yes, darling,” said Sherry, “I do.  I really do.  I think I’ll finish the rest of my breakfast.  I don’t want to be tipsy on the mountain.”

“That a girl,” said her boyfriend, massaging her back and kissing her on the cheek.  “Sometimes she needs a little push.”

She smiled a little and ate her breakfast in tiny bites.

“I wonder what they’re doing back in Washington?” said her best friend.

“Studying.  What else?”

“I mean our people.”

“Drinking,” smiled her boyfriend.  

“Y’know they’re partying,” said her best friend.  “I wonder who hooked up as we slept last night.”

“You can bet a lot of them did,” said her boyfriend.  “We don’t let exam week stop us.”

“Can we talk about something else, please?” asked Sherry.  

They all had a good laugh over this.

“Seriously, it’s just sex and partying all the time,” said Sherry.  “College should be about something more than that, don’t you think?”

The three of them looked at each other quietly and then burst out laughing again.  Her best friend threw a napkin at her.

“I’m not joking,” laughed Sherry.

“God, won’t she make a great wife of a Sentor someday?” said her boyfriend.

“Someday?” said Sherry.

They again burst out laughing.

The slopes awaited them, and after she fit her boots on and dipped them into her bindings next to an outside hearth on the restaurant’s patio, she followed her boyfriend to the chairlift near the base.  The temperature had warmed considerably since early morning.  The other couple followed in the chair behind them as they moved forward high above a barren trail of large boulders, thinly covered mud, and blackened snow.

“What kind of wedding will it be again?” she asked him.

He lowered his ski mask and leaned into her.

“It will be the finest wedding the Capital has ever seen.  Even the President will be there.”

“Ha!”

“You think I’m joking?”

“Yeah, right.  I don’t expect you to pull that one off.”

“My father was a sophomore at Yale when he was senior.  You know that?  They knew each other well.”

“Don’t joke.”

“I’m not!  There’s a good chance that the President, or at least a representative of his family, will be there.”

“But aren’t we on the other side?”

“Honey, it doesn’t matter.  We’re all part of the same team.  It doesn’t matter if we’re liberal or they’re conservative.  We all manage the government no matter what direction the country turns.  All that conflict everyone else sees on television is just meant to confuse people.  Everyone gets along.  Even though my father is a liberal Democrat, he is still close friends with the Bush’s.  So, in all likelihood, he will be there at our wedding.  You’ll see.”

“If you ever ask me to marry you.”

“If you ever accept.”

“What?”

“To marry me.”

He kissed her as the chair approached the summit of the mountain.  When the four met at the top, they skated along a flat primer of the mountain’s many trails until they dove down a black diamond towards the bottom, her skis parallel and her arms poking into the snow with her poles.  She looked as elegant as a figure skater.  She careened across the face of the trail in splendor, her boyfriend behind her, followed by the two others.  As she was a natural Vermonter, her skiing bested the others, even though her friends also knew how to ski well and were no strangers to the sport.  Sherry had been taught to ski at kindergarten, and her friends had learned during third or fourth grade.  As a bright youngster, she raced on the ski team, winning award after award for the fastest times.  She made the greatest contribution to her team.  She also trained for the Olympics and wanted to join but chose to immerse herself in academics instead.  

She won a much-coveted scholarship to Georgetown, not an athletic one, but a merit scholarship based on her grade point average and high standardized test scores.  She was the first member of her family to have attended such a prestigious school, as her parents had attended the University of Vermont, which was not so bad either.  She was an only child, and as a result, her parents sunk their hopes and dreams into this one promising product of their love.  By the time she entered high school, she was already the most beautiful girl in a state of dairy farms, antiques, ski resorts, rolling hills, mountain bikes, transplants from New York City, white women with soft skin, red lips, long limbs, sky-blue eyes, and long, thin sun-bleached hair.  

Her milk-over-teeth beauty went far beyond what most of the New England well-to-do expected of their suburban daughters.  And yes, all the boys wanted to date her, and the bad boys wanted to get into her pants, as that was what the whole student body waited for, but she refused all of them until she successfully completed her coursework in exemplary fashion and moved to DC to become a freshman at Georgetown, a school she could have only dreamt of going to.  She had the pick of the Ivy League lot, but Georgetown offered her much more than the others, and so her parents leapt at the chance and enrolled her as soon as the dollar amount of her scholarship arrived in the mail.

About the Author

Harvey Havel

Harvey Havel has been a short-story writer and novelist for over thirty
years. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, about a young, struggling
musician was published in November of 1999. He now has nineteen books which
include novels, short stories, and two collections of essays on current
affairs and political matters. His latest book is a serialized novel, The
Queen of Intelligence: A 9/11 Novel, has just been released through Kindle
Vella on Amazon.com in 2021.

Havel is formerly a Lecturer in English at Bergen Community College in
Paramus, New Jersey. He also taught writing and literature at SUNY Albany
and the College of Saint Rose, also in Albany, New York.

He currently lives there with his pet cat, Marty, and has many more books
in store for his many fans in future.

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Fiction

Date Published: 01-04-2024

Publisher: Pageturner Press and Media

 

 

Julius T. Downer has lost his job at a prestigious Wall Street firm, his
lovely girlfriend who has run off with his best friend, and his shoebox of
an apartment where he and his girlfriend have been locked up in
Pandemic-stricken New York City during COVID. Without much money left, he
has little choice but to dump it all and relocate to Albany, New York, where
he lives hand-to-mouth at a Motel 6.

Demoralized, Downer knows he must get on his feet. He ventures to the most
cosmopolitan street in Albany, which is Lark Street, hoping to find another
girlfriend similar to the one who just abandoned him and also hoping to have
a little fun before he searches for another job. Instead, he finds an
antagonistic and unwelcoming crowd who snub him at every turn. The only ones
who welcome him in are those he terms as “freaks.” These are the
homeless, the drunks, the addicts, and the sex workers on Lark Street.

But his downward slide is mitigated by an outsider artist who takes up
residence in one of the few coffee shops that are established there. With
the help of this outsider artist and his group of “freakish”
friends, Julius T. Downer finds that he has a special supernatural ability
when it comes to viewing art.

And Downer enters Albany already hating artists and everything about them.
But after finding that he has this new ability bestowed upon him by this
outsider artist, he finds that his new relationship to art and the art world
around him can help many people who are suffering and struggling through
their own lives. Downer finds a new path to follow with the understanding
that he is just a “freak” himself.

 

About the Author

Harvey Havel

Harvey Havel has been a short-story writer and novelist for over thirty
years. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, about a young, struggling
musician was published in November of 1999. He now has nineteen books which
include novels, short stories, and two collections of essays on current
affairs and political matters.

His latest book is a serialized novel, The Queen of Intelligence: A 9/11
Novel, has just been released through Kindle Vella on Amazon.com in
2021.

Havel is formerly a Lecturer in English at Bergen Community College in
Paramus, New Jersey. He also taught writing and literature at SUNY Albany
and the College of Saint Rose, also in Albany, New York.

He currently lives there with his pet cat, Marty, and has many more books
in store for his many fans in future.

Copies of his books and short stories, both new and used, may be purchased
at Amazon.com, Barnes & Noble.com, Smashwords.com, or at your favorite
local bookstore.

An excellent interview with Harvey Havel by Robert Nagle of Personville
Press in Katy, Texas, can be found at Imaginary Planet.net.

His readers are encouraged to leave their honest comments about his work
anywhere his fine books are sold.

 

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A 9/11 Conspiracy Novel

 

Historical Fiction

Date Published: 05-12-2023

Publisher: Workbook Press

 

 

As early as December of 1998, the CIA reported that Osama Bin Laden and his
Al-Queda organization prepared for direct attacks against the United States
using hijacked aircraft, prompting the FBI to place Osama Bin Laden on its
Ten Most Wanted List.

In an effort to recruit the best possible Operations Officers to take on
these dangerous terrorist organizations, the CIA approaches a young,
intelligent, and exceptionally beautiful blonde-haired, blue-eyed Sherry
Aspen and sends her into Afghanistan to locate whatever terrorist cells are
hiding there and report these locations back to Langley. But as Sherry soon
discovers, she is but a mere pawn in a much larger game of intrigue and
espionage.

Despite all that she has to give up to obtain the most relevant information
to protect the United States, the CIA turns a deaf ear to what she finds in
the Middle East, except when she learns of a terrorist plot to attack the
Twin Towers in New York City just months after she is deployed. As a result,
Sherry is on the run, not from any of the terrorists in the Middle East who
may want to kill her, but by the CIA itself.

In this exceptional work of historical fiction, Harvey Havel outlines a
conspiracy theory in the form of a novel that questions whether or not the
tragedy that took place on September 11th, 2001 was really based on the
actions of only one man and not more powerful forces at work, such as the
CIA. By following Sherry Aspen on her mission through such places as
Afghanistan, Pakistan, and Israel, Havel takes us on a thrilling ride that
uncovers what may have been the real reasons behind the 9/11 attacks in
which nearly 3,000 innocent American civilians perished. For anyone
interested in alternate perspectives of what might have caused the 9/11
attacks as well as those who crave high-caliber literary fiction, this
important and carefully-crafted novel is a still very timely and a definite
must-read.

About the Author

Harvey Havel

Harvey Havel has been a short-story writer and novelist for over thirty
years. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, about a young, struggling
musician was published in November of 1999. He now has nineteen books which
include novels, short stories, and two collections of essays on current
affairs and political matters. His latest book is a serialized novel, The
Queen of Intelligence: A 9/11 Novel, has just been released through Kindle
Vella on Amazon.com in 2021.

Havel is formerly a Lecturer in English at Bergen Community College in
Paramus, New Jersey. He also taught writing and literature at SUNY Albany
and the College of Saint Rose, also in Albany, New York.

He currently lives there with his pet cat, Marty, and has many more books
in store for his many fans in future.

His readers are encouraged to leave their honest comments about his work
anywhere his fine books are sold.

 

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Fiction

Date Published: 01-04-2024

Publisher: Pageturner Press and Media

 

 

Julius T. Downer has lost his job at a prestigious Wall Street firm, his
lovely girlfriend who has run off with his best friend, and his shoebox of
an apartment where he and his girlfriend have been locked up in
Pandemic-stricken New York City during COVID. Without much money left, he
has little choice but to dump it all and relocate to Albany, New York, where
he lives hand-to-mouth at a Motel 6.

Demoralized, Downer knows he must get on his feet. He ventures to the most
cosmopolitan street in Albany, which is Lark Street, hoping to find another
girlfriend similar to the one who just abandoned him and also hoping to have
a little fun before he searches for another job. Instead, he finds an
antagonistic and unwelcoming crowd who snub him at every turn. The only ones
who welcome him in are those he terms as “freaks.” These are the
homeless, the drunks, the addicts, and the sex workers on Lark Street.

But his downward slide is mitigated by an outsider artist who takes up
residence in one of the few coffee shops that are established there. With
the help of this outsider artist and his group of “freakish”
friends, Julius T. Downer finds that he has a special supernatural ability
when it comes to viewing art.

And Downer enters Albany already hating artists and everything about them.
But after finding that he has this new ability bestowed upon him by this
outsider artist, he finds that his new relationship to art and the art world
around him can help many people who are suffering and struggling through
their own lives. Downer finds a new path to follow with the understanding
that he is just a “freak” himself.

 

Excerpt

Chapter Three

 

Even on the crowded subway, he grew impatient while hanging onto the
overhead handlebar, his weight rocking to and fro, the train car abruptly
jarring its passengers off their feet.

As soon as he opened the door to their studio apartment, he dropped his bag
to the floor and embraced his girlfriend.  He loved feeling her skin
again, his body reconnected to hers.

“God, did I miss you,” he whispered on her earlobe.

“I did too,” said Elisa, “but you know we can’t
continue this way.”

“What way?”

“Well, I was talking to my mother today, and she said that we need to
do things differently, now that we’ve been locked in here for so
long.  It’s unhealthy, at least emotionally.”

He wanted to say that her mother should go fuck herself, but he
didn’t say that.  Instead, he slid his hand down her back in an
obvious attempt to seduce her and return to the single organism they had
been during the Pandemic.

“We’re not going to go through all of that again, are
we?” she whispered.

“It has to be gradual, sweetie.  A gradual separation.
Otherwise, it will hurt too much.”

She removed his hand from her back and held it between their bodies, as
though he were a kid caught stealing candy.

“It’s not healthy,” she said.  “It’s
like we’re addicted to each other.”

“I can’t stand being away from – ”

“ – my body.  You can’t stand being away from my
body.”

“That’s not true,” he said.  “We are one
body.”

“It doesn’t work that way.”

“Who says?” he insisted.  And then more seriously,
“honey, we can’t listen to your mother all of our
lives.   It’s our lives together, and not all three of
ours.  You and me alone are ones who have to live it.”

“Why don’t I make us some dinner, and we can talk about
something else for a change.”

“Like what?”

“How about we watch the news or start reading books?”

“The news?  That will only make us angry and
depressed.”

“We have to get into something new.  How about
music?”

“It’s all the same recycled, trained-monkey girl
garbage.”

She pulled away from him.  She wasn’t happy with him now, he
guessed.  Maybe he should have opened himself up to her new
ideas.  Then, he remembered to ask her about Mace’s party that
weekend.

“Hey, I’ve got an idea.  We’ve been invited to a
party this weekend.  My buddy at the firm.  We can go to that and
meet other people.  That will definitely help.”

“Honey, it’s only Wednesday.”

“So?  We maintain the status quo until Saturday night.  I
don’t see anything wrong with that.”

“We have to start changing right now,” she said
matter-of-factly, as though her mother were a doctor who had written a
prescription for them.  “It has to be immediate.  Cold
turkey.  I’ll make you some dinner, and when we go to sleep, we
shouldn’t be touching each other.  Think of it as an
experiment.”

His heart sank.  All day staring into a computer screen, and this is
what he gets.  He had been daydreaming about his lean body pressed to
hers, his body on her body, as though nothing had mattered more than the
prospect of holding her in bed until the time came to enter her.  He
couldn’t imagine what their individual bodies would feel like or
mean.  But he could tell that she stood firm on this new policy of
hers, all to his detriment, proving once again that Elisa could handle it
much more easily than any man.  She was much stronger in this sense, as
though the new policy had been written in a textbook for all couples to
follow, or at least advised in couple’s therapy when man and wife
wonder how they went bankrupt or no longer had a place in each other’s
hearts.  Maybe she was right, though.  Maybe their physical
closeness was unhealthy.  Nevertheless, it did not alter his
need.  Nor did she want to take off her clothes and crawl into bed with
him.

“How about grilled cheese and tomato soup?” she asked him,
smiling as though a new day had dawned.

“I’m not very hungry,” he said.

“Oh, c’mon, honey.  Don’t feel bad, okay?
We’re adults.  We’re not children.  We have to grow
up.”

Nevertheless, Julius peeled off his clothes and climbed up the ladder to
the loft above.  Under the covers, he could not lie still.  He
kept rubbing his feet together, the back of his head pressing down on the
pillow, his body fumbling to find a cool spot in the sheets.  Nothing
worked.

Elisa cooked downstairs, and he couldn’t stand it.  The cooking
became a new part of her happiness instead of cuddling with him.  A
curse had set in.  A new life without touching her had manifested
itself.  One part cleaving from the other.  If only she would stop
her damned cooking and comfort his gaping vulnerability, he would have given
her anything.  Instead, she ate her grilled cheese sandwich and turned
on the television to a useless show about the lives of celebrities.  He
needed her to say something, say anything, to rid him of this horrible
curse, this unfathomable separation from her skin, breasts, and hips.
His need was immediate.  He became a lost soul in the hell created by
his longings and her bodily absence.  It was visceral.  The
acuteness of it cut through him like a surgeon’s blade.

Julius waited a couple of hours for her to join him in bed.  When he
curled up against her in the middle of the night, she moved away,
deliberately separating her body from his.  He tried several times,
until she grew irritated by his gestures.

“Do you want me to sleep downstairs?” she asked.

“Please,” Julius said, “let’s not do this.
And besides, there’s no room downstairs.”

“Then sleep on your side of the bed.  You don’t have to
touch me all night.”

“Why are you doing this to us?”

“Because I’m sick of being your plaything.  Now please,
you have work again in the morning, and I have to research how I’m
going to get back to college.  Go to sleep, or we’ll never get
up.”

He blamed her mother for filling her head with these new ideas.  It
came straight out of a Women’s Studies class, he figured.
Surely, a woman had to stand on her own two feet, but that didn’t mean
abandoning her significant other.  Deflated, he rolled away from her,
admitted defeat, and even though he longed to spoon into her backside, he
didn’t want to anger her.  His childishness was now her
annoyance, the unhooking of their flesh painful.  She cut off the
umbilical cord and sent his body into a cold, shivering sleep.

 

About the Author

Harvey Havel

Harvey Havel has been a short-story writer and novelist for over thirty
years. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, about a young, struggling
musician was published in November of 1999. He now has nineteen books which
include novels, short stories, and two collections of essays on current
affairs and political matters.

His latest book is a serialized novel, The Queen of Intelligence: A 9/11
Novel, has just been released through Kindle Vella on Amazon.com in
2021.

Havel is formerly a Lecturer in English at Bergen Community College in
Paramus, New Jersey. He also taught writing and literature at SUNY Albany
and the College of Saint Rose, also in Albany, New York.

He currently lives there with his pet cat, Marty, and has many more books
in store for his many fans in future.

Copies of his books and short stories, both new and used, may be purchased
at Amazon.com, Barnes & Noble.com, Smashwords.com, or at your favorite
local bookstore.

An excellent interview with Harvey Havel by Robert Nagle of Personville
Press in Katy, Texas, can be found at Imaginary Planet.net.

His readers are encouraged to leave their honest comments about his work
anywhere his fine books are sold.

 

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Date Published: March 1, 2018
Publisher: Lulu Publishing
 
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In this novel, DeShawn Biggs is as formidable as his name suggests. At 6-feet-5-inches and 300 pounds, DeShawn seems headed for the NFL. Indeed, a football career is regarded as an inevitability for the young man in his native Albany. While most NFL–bound seniors head off to play college ball after they leave high school, DeShawn’s abysmal math grades—and the fact that his parents can literally no longer afford to feed him—result in the giant lineman attending an elite Connecticut prep school for “grade thirteen.” After an emotional farewell to his parents, who are purposefully removing themselves from his life for good—“You’ve got to use your God-given talents to make a life for yourself,” says his father, “and you cannot do that with your mother and me in the way of that life”—DeShawn is left alone among the white, wealthy student body. Sticking out like a large sore thumb, DeShawn attempts to walk the fine line between what is expected of him and what will not be tolerated. A cheating scandal gets him expelled but not before he secures a place at Montgomery Southern A&M, a football power that will set him up to advance to the NFL. DeShawn eventually gets his shot at the big leagues, but his trusting nature and penchant for making bad decisions dog him throughout his career. Each time, the stakes get higher. DeShawn has always been a pawn in a game controlled by other people, but how much of his own integrity can he compromise in order to get ahead?
 
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Prologue
 It’s physical despair, and if you want to try it, be prepared to bang other people up as well as yourself.  No worries, though, because this stuff is legal.  Maybe they change the rules every now and then.  Maybe people hit too hard and send someone away in a stretcher.  Perhaps you go for it all, a carpe diem kind of thing, a Hail Mary kind of thing, and the tragedy of sickness or injury emerges like a mad, socially mobile demon penetrating the acre you’re playing on. 
Again, all of it is legit.  In fact, people support you, because you are the star and the legend on the field, but no one ever really talks about physical despair while you lift the weights, run the suicide sprints, take laps every few minutes so the coaches can decide what to do until the end of practice.  Maybe you make a sack from behind the line of scrimmage.  Maybe you protect your quarterback who finds his receivers in the dangerous territories of zone coverage.  The receiver then heads into daylight and catches a precisely thrown ball.  Maybe you win.
As a lineman you are getting bigger, leaner, meaner, and yet you get no credit whatsoever.  The only time the TV shows aim their cameras in your direction is when you are castigated by unruly fans who see the flying yellow flag pulled from the waist of an old referee, pointing at you for holding, roughing the passer, off-sides, mistaking the play for a pass instead of a run, or missing a critical block.  You dream the opposite of these things, because you want to be one of these elites.  You will be the one who actually does some of the work on the team.  You’re willing to work on a muddy field that has seen its share of torrential downpours and winter ice storms.  And yet, there is no credit.  Just a paycheck, more gym time, more time with the trainer, more time with the dummy sleds…
Yes, you should have been the one they clapped for, the one getting the media’s attention, the guy who gets the prom queen before the handsome quarterback.  Even a drone with laser sighting can’t throw the ball that well.  The ball falls into the receiver’s belly like a newborn pot-bellied pig.  Their hides will go towards making more footballs for the other professional games. 
If your team wins that week, you go with them to the bars and drink with your fellow players.  No matter how late or how drunk you are, your significant other allows you to sleep with your mistress who magically stands naked in front of you.  If you lose the game, you return to a gaggle of disappointed housewives who tell you to work harder on the field or else she’ll leave you for the better player she’s sleeping with now.  We’re talking reality television that nets them even more money for very little reason.  The housewives of the NFL.  But you are too blind to see these things, especially when the season is on the cusp of a new beginning.  You have the ability to arrive at game day after a string of practice sessions, so that you can continue being the gladiator in a country that resembles the strength, the excesses, and the eventual implosion of Rome. 
Yes, these are the contemporary gladiators on the playing field.  All we need are chariots, hungry tigers, and a young Ben Hur.  This is God’s game, a gift to mankind with a few knowing female reporters on the field and even in the locker rooms.  It’s all available, anything you want, just to keep you playing, just to avoid the physical despair from ruining your entire career.  Yes, the game of football is that physical. 
Even suiting up for a game is physical – miles of nylon athletic tape – the type that begs its players to have well-shaven ankles and legs.  Padding on the thighs and the knees, shoulder pads made of hardened plastic, the all-seeing-always-talking helmet with a remote link for the coach to talk to his quarterback while on the field, the cleats that can’t stick properly to artificial turf, and the new mouth-guard that the trainer boiled and fit into your teeth a couple of nights ago –  you have been waiting and wanting this.
But the gladiator wasn’t home for dinner.  The two parents ate in silence.  They ate whatever leftovers their son didn’t eat.  They had pork chops with apple sauce, boiled red-skin potatoes, and buttered string beans.  The father looked at his wife across the table, and with his smile and eyes staring straight into hers, he didn’t have to say thank you for the wonderful dinner.  He simply had to look at her in this special way – the vibes of thanks passing between their eye contact.  The mother, however, didn’t smile with him.  While it was his favorite dinner, she still could not talk to him as they did when their son was there. 
They didn’t discuss their plans when their son ate with them.  Instead, they made small talk and told him nothing.  On a night like tonight, their son, DeShawn Biggs, was out with his school friends.  He was old enough to be graduating from high school, but where he would end up, only his parents knew, and they wouldn’t tell their son anything yet.  They would wait until they were both comfortable with the idea first.  They would then break the news to him upon his return.  They believed he was headed to the mall with his friends after football practice.  DeShawn loved his friends, or at least this was what his parents surmised.  DeShawn and his friends vowed that they would never lose touch no matter where they went after graduation. 
DeShawn headed to college, but his Math grades needed immediate help if he were to be accepted at one of the Southern universities that would position him well enough to join the NFL after a couple of years of eligibility.  Already, his mother, especially, hated the NFL and all that it stood for.  Nothing was ever good enough for her DeShawn, and even though his father steered his son’s future like a captain guiding a ship, he too realized that his son’s gifts in size and athletic ability were also a curse and not just a blessing to get all excited about.  He didn’t want to lose him either, and he reminded his wife of this every night before they went to bed. 
But somehow, he was the bad guy in all of this.  He was the one who supported having their talented son leave the family.  He reasoned that they could no longer afford him.  They couldn’t even feed him properly.  Just like children who had to be abandoned by their parents to ensure better lives for them, such was DeShawn’s situation.  Only his mother was reluctant, as his father already made up his mind that his son would leave and never contact them again while heading to the next level of his professional career.  They had to sacrifice their son in order to ensure a better life for him rather than the one they had in the ghettos of Albany, New York.
He put down his fork after polishing off the string beans and said, “okay, Didi, what’s wrong?”
“Why should I even have to say it?  It’s not like you don’t know.”
“I know.”
He brought his fork and knife together and pushed it to the rim of the plate.  One of the reasons why Didi loved him so much was because of his manners.  Her husband’s mother had been very strict with him on dinner etiquette when a child.
“Do we have to go over this again?” asked the father, Crosby Biggs his name.
“Every night,” she said, “because what we’re doing is something that’s going to affect him and us.”
Didi took her dissatisfaction with the plan into the kitchen.  She returned with a warm apple pie and vanilla ice cream.
“It’s a better life for him, Didi.  You know that.”
“I’m not letting my boy stay with anyone else.  I don’t care if he makes it to the NFL or not, but we can’t just drop him off at college and leave him there.  It’s wrong, and he’s my baby, and no one will take that away from me.”
Crosby Biggs cut a large slice of apple pie and scooped up a spoonful of ice cream and plopped it on top.
“There must be another way,” she said.
“Like what?” said Crosby, sectioning off the large piece of pie with his fork.
“You’ll find one.”
“Me?”
“Yes, you.  This is your idea, isn’t it?”
“It must be done.  We can’t afford to feed him anymore.  I make about forty grand a year at the agency, and our big and tall son commands at least half of it with his eating.  The two of us can hardly live here, Didi.  You have to consider that.  I can hardly feed the both of us.  And the college recruiters said that this type of thing has been done many times before.”
“So we’re leaving DeShawn on the footsteps of a football college?  No one does that, Crosby.”
“Honey, it’s done all the time.  We can’t just keep him here.  We both don’t make enough.”
“I’ll get a second job.”
“Doing what?  Cleaning another welfare motel?  We can’t live like that anymore.  And you have to get it out of your head that you’ll work until age eighty.  You don’t need to do that.  I’m sure you can do that, but you don’t need to do that.  We don’t have any money as it is.  We can’t afford his clothing either.  Luckily the recruiters are stepping up to the plate. 
“Don’t ruin his chance to shine, Didi.  We’ll always regret it if we keep him with us.  He’s not made for these streets like we once were.  And that’s exactly where he’d be headed – right to the streets with all of them crack-heads and heroin addicts who graduate from that so-called high school of his.”
“We also went there, y’know,” she said.
“And where did it get us?  I’m cleaning toilets, and you’re cleaning out motel rooms full of used condoms, crack pipes, and beer bottles.  That’s where this neighborhood has gotten us.  It’s terrible, Didi.  I’d rather see DeShawn on television with a lot of money to his name, sacking quarterbacks and all, than having him spend one more year in this place.  Think about it.”
“Oh, I’ve thought about it,” she said, clearing the dishes and silverware away from the table.
“There’s no other alternative.”
“There must be.  How am I supposed to live without my son?  Tell me that, Crosby?”
“We both have to live without him.  And it’s not like I want my son to go away either.  I hope you don’t think that.”
When she returned from the kitchen, she hovered above the table in thought.  She finally said, “of course not, Crosby.  I know you’ll miss him just as much as I’ll miss him.”
“But it’s for the best,” he said.  “It’s the best for our son.  I mean, we’ll then move into a smaller place.  We won’t need to be renting such a big house anymore.  A one bedroom apartment will do.  We can also get out of this crime-infested neighborhood.  You’d like that, wouldn’t you?  And at the same time, we’ll see that our son is well-taken care of.”
“Are you sure about this?  You’re boss says we’re headed in the right direction?”
“Our son will be a college graduate one day.  And he’ll be in the pros with his new degree.  What can be better than that?”
After dinner, Crosby Biggs waited up for DeShawn.  Didi adjourned upstairs for some much needed sleep.  She had to work the next morning.  Crosby also had to work, but he was on the night shift for the coming weekend.  Both parents had one day off a week.  They worked hard, but at the same time, they both didn’t want to end up regretting their decision.
Crosby fell asleep on the living room couch waiting for his son to return.  Crosby awoke with a start in the early hours of the morning and made sure that DeShawn had arrived safe and sound.  His boy slumbered on his king-sized bed in a room filled with trophies, pictures, and posters of famous NFL stars. 
When Crosby went to work the next day, he approached the head of his janitorial company before he set about cleaning the next office building further uptown.  He sat in front of him at his big desk.  The head of the company and Crosby always got along.  The company head was a big supporter of the high school team.  A booster, he liked to call himself.  Crosby, in his uniform with the company’s name embroidered on his chest, sat there as the company head took a phone call.  Once his boss hung up, Crosby was free and clear to speak his mind on the issue.  Even though it was his boss, he didn’t mind expressing how he truly felt in front of him.
“Didi hates the idea,” said Crosby, “but she also knows that it’s the best for him.”
The head of his company twirled a cigar in his hand and lit it up after cutting off the back tip.  The smoke was rich, thick, and sweet-smelling.
“You’re son is gifted,” he said.  “With a gift like his to play ball, you and Didi should both know that we’re doing the right thing.  Of course, I want him to play for Rutgers, but I would say let the South East Conference have him.  Down there, they don’t care about anything but football.  They’ll ram him into shape, much like the Army.”
“Didi’s worried.”
“She’s the son’s mother, Crosby.  Of course she’s worried.”
“What was that alternative we were talking about?”
“Maybe you can have him be a post-graduate for a year at an elite school before he heads south.”
“What’s a post-graduate?”
“Basically, your son gets an athletic scholarship for one year at one of these elite boarding schools.  They keep him for an extra year past high school.  They make sure his grades are good so that he can get into the college of his choice.  I mean, Crosby, his grades are not great, right?  He still failing Math?”
Crosby hated to admit it, but there was something about his boss’ pressed suit and silk tie that made the man superior to him and hinted at an income way beyond the paychecks he had been receiving from his entire life cleaning offices.  Crosby relied on his advice, ever since his boss spotted DeShawn for a Division One school.  Rutgers, though, was out of the question.  The South would have him learn and compete like nothing both parents had seen before.  Crosby almost loved the man for his help.  He loved all white people.  They were always so eager to help even though their bank accounts loomed miles above his.  It wasn’t that Crosby envied whites.  He just always listened to their advice, as though wealth and success were a part of their genetic makeup.
“He’s failing Math, alright,” said Crosby dourly.
“Maybe a ‘grade thirteen’ at a boarding school is the answer.  It would surely help Didi get used to the fact that her son has moved on.  In case she gets too sad about it, you guys could always take him back.”
“But that’s the whole point.  If DeShawn were to come home after the boarding school, it would be a huge emotional setback for him.  We’d have to be out of the picture totally.  We’d have to move on so that he couldn’t find us if he ever wants to know where we went.  We’re putting him totally on his own.  He’ll grow up and become a self-reliant man.”
“You’re a brave man, Crosby.  Letting your son succeed like that.  Let me put you in touch with my prep school in Connecticut.  Maybe I could arrange a post-graduate year for him?  What do you think about that?”
“If you say so.”
“You can trust me, Crosby.  An amazing life for your son awaits.  He’ll learn from the best, and after his football career is over, he’ll be ready for the working world with any job he damn-well wants.  I know you want that for him, especially considering your present circumstances.  Your son will command triple that amount at any entry-level position they throw him.  Imagine that?  And this after playing for the NFL?”
“If you could make that happen,” said Crosby, “I’d forever be in debt to you.”
“Actually, I’d be in debt to you too.  If he goes to my Alma Mater, I’ll definitely be in debt to you.  You’re son is headed for the NFL for Chrissakes.  Whatever he does, he’s definitely headed there.  All he has to do is pass Math.  He’s amazing on the football field.  His attitude is so good that he’s the coach’s favorite player, and that asshole is tough to please.”
“I’d be grateful, sir.  A grade thirteen would help us a great deal.”
“I’ll work on it.  Give me a week, and we’ll arrange it.  Now get back to work!”
“Yessir,” said Crosby.
The head of the company smiled graciously as he fielded another phone call.  Crosby left his office ready for work.  They would do it all for DeShawn.  Crosby was well-certain of their decision as never before.  His son at the elite school would make contacts – a group of better, wealthy, white friends.  His son would eat better than ever before.  DeShawn loved his mother’s cooking, but an elite school like the one the head of the company described that morning would double his amount of quality food, so that his son could go to bed every night well-rested and ready for practice the next day.  Crosby felt that DeShawn was always starving for more food for his large body.  What a relief an elite school would be in this regard.  Didi would like it much better as well, because if they ever regretted the decision, they could always have him back.
Crosby had to clean an office floor at an uptown location.  He took his 1988 Cadillac Coup Deville to work that afternoon.  He had huge respect for the Cadillac brand.  He kept his car vacuumed, fresh-smelling, and always in tip-top shape.  Granted that it was a very old model, but he kept it running as new with frequent trips to his brother-in-law’s garage in Arbor Hill.  And then he thought that maybe he’d leave his prized automobile for DeShawn.  It would be a token for him to remember his father by. 
He suddenly choked up a bit.  The Cadillac was the only prized possession he had.  The car meant so much that it was the only item of real value that he could give to his son.  Other than his prized car, Crosby had nothing else to give.  With this realization, a few tears leaked from his eyes.  He would have given his son the world if it were at his disposal.  Instead he drove in the old-school luxury of his Cadillac – leather seats, automatic lights, power windows, power steering, climate control, and a bus for a body – as he drove up from the downtown state government work zone, passed the bipolar points of the wealthy Pine Hills neighborhood and a crumbling Arbor Hill, the social segregation so apparent that it called out for some kind of protest against the government, and into the parking lot of a faceless corporate complex across from a crowdless shopping mall whose stores were going out of business. 
He had already been used to driving a luxury car while wearing his janitor’s uniform.  He used to think it an embarrassment, especially when other drivers peered in, curious to know how a janitor could afford such a car, despite how old it was.
He returned home after ten hours of waxing, polishing, vacuuming, and mopping.  He was dead tired.  Luckily, Didi had stayed awake to make him another dinner, but this time it wasn’t as special.  Meatloaf, crinkle-cut French fries, and salted peas.  He always admired her cooking, though.  And as far as Didi was concerned, she knew that if you took care of a man’s stomach and his dick, a man would never leave her.  After so many years of being a wife to an exhausted janitor, she was still right on point.  And once again, DeShawn had a team meeting that night, so he was out with his friends late all over again. 
He was never home.  Always football and his friends, and rarely did he do any homework.  His primary subject was football.  Math was a priority, but a close second.  The subject became a stubborn problem that his coaches wanted to quell.  But it was useless.  Crosby Biggs would send him to grade thirteen, and when he mentioned it to Didi, who by this time had been riding the peaks and valleys of her own maternal emotions, she liked the idea better than sending her son to a Southern football factory right after graduation.  They also realized that DeShawn would never pass Math otherwise.  And what if he did pass Math at an elite prep school?  The college and university football establishment would fall begging at his feet.  He was that good on the gridiron and that poor with his Math skills.  As far as his other courses were concerned, both faculty and staff exempted him from further responsibility.
“I like the idea,” said Didi.  “At least if something happens to him, he’ll be much closer to us.”
“What might happen?” asked Crosby.
“He could get sick.  He could get injured – ”
“Why do I think you’d like it that way,” he asked with a smirk.
“Y’know, Crosby, I wouldn’t mind it at all.  Let’s say to hell with it and keep him here.”
“Why don’t you go turn on some music.”
“It’s late.  Won’t we disturb the neighbors?”
“Nah.  Turn it on.”
Didi went to their obsolete stereo system and had it drop an old forty-five onto its turntable.  She played Same Cooke and turned the volume up slightly.  Crosby abandoned the dinner she made and joined her in the living room.  Together they embraced in a slow dance.  Didi hung onto his collar and wept.  There was no mistake that they were both getting older and more fragile. 
The stereo struck a groove of their favorite song in high school, and together they clung to each other, still having doubts about letting their son go.  Crosby was determined to see it happen.  He wanted to see him on television on Super Bowl Sunday one day.  Didi, however, still felt vacant, as though her womb had never held such a talented young boy.  That’s what it must have felt like for a mother to give up her baby – an intense emptiness that sucked the life out of them both, even though Crosby kept a stiff upper lip about it.  He held his wife in the glow of the stereo.  The track had finished, and for a few minutes more he held her close as she wept into his collar.  They made love that night as best they could.
In the morning, Didi made a stack of warm, fluffy pancakes along with five eggs, ten strips of bacon, and a half-pound of hashbrowns.  The two men in her life, both Crosby and DeShawn, barreled down the stairs at roughly the same time.  Most of the food went to DeShawn.  His large frame and size had him eating plates of food that Didi kept cooking for him.  Crosby ate very little, and Didi had a cup of coffee, as she had eaten earlier that morning.  They waited for DeShawn to finish his gigantic meal before they talked to him seriously about his future.
“When’d you get home last night?” asked Crosby.
“Late, Dad,” said DeShawn.  “We saw a late movie.”
“You haven’t been hanging around those losers, have you?”
“What losers?”
“Those crack addicts, those pot smokers, that Malt liquor crowd?”
“No, Dad.  I went out with Marshall and a couple of girls from the High School.”
“You wear a condom?”
“Dad?”
“Hush, now, Crosby,” said Didi, stirring her cup of coffee.
“Just checking,” said Crosby.  “Because those guys are going nowhere.  They’ve been raised by the streets, and we don’t want anything to do with them.  Isn’t that right, DeShawn?”
“Yes, sir.  I don’t smoke no crack, and I don’t drink no liquor.”
“And why is that so important?”
“Because I don’t want to wreck my future.”
“That’s what I like to hear, son.  You keep that attitude around here, and you’ll finally get out and live a great life.  You understand?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.”
“DeShawn,” said his mother, “we have some things we want to go over with you, now that the school is almost over.  Now I know you’ve been having a good time with your school friends, and I know you want to go to college right away, and become your full potential and all, but son, there have been a few things we want to talk to you about.”
“What did I do now?”
“Nothing, son,” said Crosby.  “You’re doing just fine.”
“That’s a relief,” said DeShawn.  “I know I’ve been coming home late and all, but me and Marshall, we want to make sure we’re tight even after college.”
“He’s off to Morehouse, right?”
“And Johnny off’s to Fisk.”
“Well, that’s a relief,” said Crosby.  “At least they’re not in jail.”
“Crosby, please?”
“Sorry, hon.”
“DeShawn,” began Didi, “we’ve heard that your recruiter is coming today from the college.  You need to improve your Math scores much more than where they are now.”
“I’m trying, Mom.  I’m even being tutored in it.”
“Who’s tutoring you?  Hopefully it’s not that Melissa?”
“Yeah.  She’s really good at Math.”
“Don’t forget that condom, son.”
“Crosby!  Not at the table.”
“Sorry, hon.  Please go on.”
“Well, DeShawn, They want you to do what is called a ‘post-graduate’ year of schooling.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?  I’m all set to go for football practice this summer.”
“Basically, son,” said Crosby, “they want you to go through another year of high school, so that you can pass Math an get recruited by even better college programs.”
“Who me?  Another year of high school?  But, Dad, I – ”
“Now just hold on, son.  Not here at our school.  Let your Mom explain.”
“We want you to go to a Connecticut boarding school, so that you can pass Math.  You’re options will be many more, and you’ll have a stronger hand to bargain with to get into Montgomery Southern as a student.”
“But, Mom, I don’t need another year.  I asked Coach, and he said that I can go straight to many colleges if I want.”
“We want you to do another year.  The school we want you to go to is in Connecticut.”
“Connecticut?”
“You’re going,” said Crosby, “and that’s their final decision, both theirs and ours.  This is the last group of decisions we’re ever gonna make for you.” 
“That’s a relief.”
“The recruiter from Montgomery-Southern A&M is coming tomorrow.  She intends to announce their decision that you must go to a post-graduate school.  Your Math has to improve, and I’m thinking that the recruiter will agree that a post-graduate year is necessary at this time.  An educated man is a good man, DeShawn.  Most of the time in life, you’ll live with a degree and not a football in your hand.  Get my meaning?”
“But, son, my baby, there’s another decision we’re making that you should be aware of.”
“Son,” said Crosby, “you need to be on your own from now on.  We are no longer going to interfere with your life from here on in.  That’s the way it has to be.”
“That’s a step in the right direction?” said DeShawn.
“I don’t think you know what we mean,” said Crosby.
“In other words, son,” said Didi, almost in tears, “we can’t afford to take care of you anymore.  Once we take you to Connecticut, you are on your own.  You will not see us again.”
DeShawn looked up from his lap, as he had been in deep thought listening to what his parents said.  And after a brief silence where words could no longer be expressed due to the difficult decision they made, Deshawn said, “what do you mean by that?”
“I think you know,” said Didi.  “You’re also a smart kid, if you study more.”
“Son, we have to leave you off into the hands of those who can give you a better future.”
“So what are you trying to say?” asked DeShawn.
“We can’t afford to be a part of your life anymore,” said Didi, her eyes moist. “Once you go to the Connecticut school, we are not going to contact you anymore.  And I’m so very sorry, my baby boy.  So sorry that we cannot take care of you anymore, but those who will soon guide you into the NFL will do all of your care-taking from now on.  We’ll be out of the picture.”
“You guys make it sound like I’ll never see you again.”
The table fell silent, and Didi wiped away her tears with a napkin.
“Son,” said Crosby.  “This is your life.  It is not ours.  It is all about you from here on in.”
“But don’t you love me?  I’m your only son.  Are you mad at me?  Did I do something wrong?”
At this point Didi began to sob at the table.  She ran upstairs in tears, leaving both Crosby and DeShawn at their seats.
“Mom, I’m sorry!  For whatever I’ve done, I’m sorry!”
Crosby put his hand upon his, and said, “stop right there, son.  You have done nothing wrong, and we love you more than life itself, but you have to listen to us.  You’ve got to be a man out there.  You’ve got to use your God-given talents to make a life for yourself, and you cannot do that with your mother and me in the way of that life.  This is going to be your life, and it will be your career, and it will be your money at the end of the day.  Your mother and I have already decided on this.  Once you go on to that nice prep school, you are on your own.  We will be totally out of the picture.”
“I don’t get it.”
“You don’t get it yet, my son.  Not yet.  But once you are in the pros, you will understand that decision we’ve made, because we love you, my son.  And you don’t have to apologize for anything.  This is a tough world, and you will have stand like a man through it.  You’ll have to feel the joys and pains of it just like most folk have to.  But from now on, you’ll be doing that without us.”
They sat in silence for some time.  Didi didn’t return to the table that morning.  Both father and son sat together for a little while longer, until the father adjourned upstairs to check on his wife.  DeShawn, shocked by their decision, went out with his friend Marshall to the shopping mall along a busy Western Avenue.  They bought a few tee-shirts and even a New York Giants sports jersey.  And yet, through it all, DeShawn could not hide his tears for very long.  He too wept on Marshall’s shoulder by the time they left the mall and waited patiently for their bus. 
Losing his friends was one thing, but he never before thought that he’d lose his family over talents such as his.  In a way, he regretted being a football player for the first time.  A talent so grand held no other option than to travel up to the New England prep school and at the same time, abandon the failed family that he loved so fully.  Yes, he regretted it, but he figured that his father and mother would never guide him wrongly.  And while they said that they loved him more than life itself, rarely do parents ever hear their own children whispering to themselves, ‘Mom and Dad, you’re wrong.  It is I who love you more than life itself.  It is I who love you more than life itself…’
The college recruiter soon knocked on their door.  She was a woman of refined tastes, high fashion, and perfect style.  She was also shrewd and yet tried to be honest with the Biggs family at the same time.  She reeked of success at an early age, but this never defined her as incompetent.  On the other hand, she may have been too competent to be corrupted by old ideas of what college recruitment was once like.  She sold the school to the Biggs family in a professional fashion, and she sold it well, not by surrendering to the desires of young recruits, but by giving them a picture of the life on campus for a Montgomery-Southern A&M college student.  Yes, college had beautiful girls, but this female was everything about being a woman and not a girl.  Maybe she had grown up too quickly?  Probably not.  Her young age concealed an experienced mind and a wizened intellect.  Her defenses were even stronger.
They all sat at the Biggs’ kitchen table, and Didi gave her some apple pie.  She figured DeShawn’s stomach was her stomach as well.  Of course, DeShawn already committed to Montgomery-Southern, but this recruiter made sure that DeShawn headed in the right direction and not just to another southern football program.
“We want him to go post-graduate,” said the recruiter,  “That’s what my boss at work says too.  Do you think it’s that necessary?  He doesn’t have to be a perfect student.  We already know his Math scores and as well as his test scores are low, but do you think another year in school is a good idea?”
“We want an education for your son as well,” said the recruiter, “and we need that for him.  Academics is very important at our school.  It has to be important for DeShawn too.  We have a strong Math department.  We can have tutors in place to boost his Math scores, and while it’s true that most students need a very strong background in Math to enter the college, DeShawn is in different boat.  He is a very talented young man, and all colleges and universities would love to have him, but we need better Math scores for him to be accepted into the university.  How high, though, is a matter of interpretation.  Also, we have very strong connections to the NFL, probably the strongest connections out of any other college or university.  We train our football players to succeed.  There is nothing more important to us.”
“I see,” said Crosby.  “And also maybe it’d be better to have him close by for one year, just in case his Math doesn’t work out, and if our separation from him doesn’t work out.”
“Yes.  But we need to de-commit here as well.  What if he goes on the post-graduate school and still doesn’t do well in Math.  What then?”
“Then we take him back.”
“Okay, then.  If that’s what’s best for him, it’s best for us too.”
Didi poured them both some more coffee.
“We still need to de-commit, though, Crosby,” said the recruiter.  “You have seen what we have to offer, and we can’t continue to delay his entry into college sports or the NFL.  We want a letter of intent, even though he’s moving on to a private school for post-grad.  As long as you agree that he can do a post-graduate year, then of course, we’ll have DeShawn playing for the NFL in no time.  If not, we can’t take him.  His scores have to improve.  Those are the requirements.  He has to be accepted first.”
“Okay,” said Crosby.  “I guess that’s it.  Let’s put it together.  A post-graduate year it is, but you will carry him next.  Do we have an understanding?”
“Yes,” said the recruiter.  “Consider it done.”
“Okay.  Where are the papers?”
About the Author

Harvey Havel is a short-story writer and novelist. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, was published in November of 1999. His second novel, The Imam, A Novel, was published in 2000.
In 2006, Havel published his third novel, Freedom of Association.  He has published his eighth novel, Charlie Zero’s Last-Ditch Attempt, and his ninth, The Orphan of Mecca, Book One, which was released last year.  His new novel, The Thruway Killers is his latest work.
The Orphan of Mecca, Books Two and Three, has just been released next year as well as a book, An Adjunct Down, which he just completed.  His work in progress is called Mister Big, about a Black American football player.
He is formerly a writing instructor at Bergen Community College in Paramus, New Jersey.  He also taught writing and literature at the College of St. Rose in Albany as well as SUNY Albany.
Copies of his books and short stories, both new and used, may be purchased at www.barnesandnoble.com, www.amazon.com, and by special order at other fine bookstores.
 
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